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Thursday, April 28, 2005

alright. im damn tired. n im blogging in the dark. reason ? my stupid bro is complaining that im disturbing his sleep. so no choice. i off the lights. the computer light is making my eyes even smaller. duhz -.-"

din had much slp yest due to tt someone who called me. rare rare occasion that he call. so talk for ard 1 hr. by tt time, its already 3am. i only had 1 hr of slp. cause i need to wake up at 4 !!! *yawn*

went to Tanjong Beach today !! to find my bitchy jojo at Km8. great place! nice ambience. gd place to work. so hopefully i can get the job. and i was saying the place was VERY nice. but too bad went with the wrong person. Syl ! cause he keep irritating me. how to enjoy the scenery . lol. but nvm. it was still alright.

looking out at the sea. got a kind of peaceful feeling . the troubles and sadness running through my whole mind and body for the past few days was somewhat washed away by the waves. at least i dont think that much compared to the past few days which feels like hell to me. but still, i din had much energy to smile, cause i am darn tired.

lookin at HIM. got another kind of feeling . not the way i feel everytime i see him. maybe the feeling's fading ? maybe im erasing him frm my world. time will tell. it will.

took bus 188 home. the journey from harbourfront to cck is damn it FAR !!! cant stand it. i sleep throughout the whole 1 hr until syl called me to check whether i reached home le not. -.-"
i feel VERY weird esp when he offered to send me home. VERY funny. but nvm. i dont feel like letting him irritate me throughout my journey home. i wan peace. n i wan sleep. hee

my dear xinyi is goin KL tis weekend. so hav lotsa fun k. and u gettin married.. congrats to my dear. im waiting for the wedding banquet. hee. 1st among my frens to drink ur Xi Jiu eh. ;p

i wanna go thailand. most prob on the last week of my holis ? hope so. i better earn enuff $$$. if not it wun be fun. reason y i wanna go : a plain stupid reason. i nv sat on a plane be4. ya ya i noe. dumb reason. wadever.

alright. i really buay tahan liao. i realli wanna zZz liao.

oh ya. i nearly forgot somethin very important. its my buddy's birthday today !!! stupid foo wen. i couldnt find ur frenster so i cant add a testimonial for you. but i already wished u at 12am le hoh. so dun b greedy. and since its 11.49pm now. i still got 11 more mins to the end of ur bday. so...

HApPy 19th birTHdAY idiOt FoO wEn. OLD PIG~!! stay at idiotic as you already are. come let me beat more often cause i haven beat you for a long time. and most of all. all the best for you n QY. but dun got gf den forget me. you stupid dumb ass. Zhong se qing you !! mei yong !!! haha. as usual, on ur bday im still scolding you. lol =p

-Signed Off @ 11:51 PM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

my world is split into 2. be it whether i wan it or not. it has already splitted. im stuck in the middle of nowhere. my friends are drifting away from each other. it started long ago. but nothing was done to stop it. or should i say nothing could be done anyway.

im lost. confused. why is it when tt day is coming. all the feelings all coming back. sadness and the emptiness is filling my life once again. im supressing. i dont have much energy to do so.

i cant help but feel so helpless. i just think that i will fail in everything i do. i cant think straight.

where are my frens ? ? all splitted up.

where are he ? ? never was here.

laughter ? its a extravagant emotion missing in my life for the time being.

-Signed Off @ 9:59 PM

watched vcd till 5 plus in the mornin. n woke up for a few times.. i dunno why.

went for kbox session wif swee hai, sharon and arlene.. fun is the word to describe. enjoyable. but sry guys cus i was late. yeah. real late. and oh ya. its the 1st time i go kbox wif them or should i say 1st time i go out wif my poly mates.

after kbox, mit RY,YH and KN to orchard. watch CREEP. one word to describe - DISGUSTING. a lesson learnt. never to take the LAST TRAIN. or should i say. dun fall aslp when u r waiting for train. kinda have phobia of taking train when there's very lil ppl.

now at RY hse cum chalet. fallin aslp. sleepy eh.

i feel like killing myself. dun ask me why. i dun even noe the reason why. come to think of it, everytime i change my msn nick. there's always 2 ppl who will always ask wad happened to me regarding my nick. hmmm..

he asked me why. he say he will be sad if i die. i told him: if u r realli sad, den i would have been happy. i wan to tell him why. but i cant.. cus every emotion, every thoughts, every feeling revolves ard him. everythin is abt him. i cant say and i dunno wad to say. i told him i will tell him when its over. but when its over. it means i have gotten over him. perhaps by that time, i will be telling him all this in a joking manner. if onli tt day will come. if onli..

the feeling is back. the feeling of emptiness. mind blank. there's alot of things i wan to blog but just dont seem to be able to think of any now.

yes. i miss him. i do.

-Signed Off @ 2:24 AM

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

my oh my. 3 plus in the mornin and im not slpin yet as usual. whats new anyway rite peepz.

damn it! i realli lead a boring life! its holis now and what the fuck am i doing? rotting whenever im not working. it just gets so fucking fustrating when there's nothing to do.

im just taking a small break. after watchin a few vcds. how bored can i get. yeah. i wonder too.

went ta meet meiyun n sheldon just now. lot 1 as usual. sat at mac. talked this and that. been long since i last talked to them. well. its goin to be even harder. cause.. MY n KL quarrellled.. somehow, i dont want to take sides. i rather stay neutral. but still i will speak up perhaps a lil bit.

and yeah. i get so freaking bored that i borrowed 2 serials in one shot. nothing much more to elaborate about this.

MY ask me a weird qn just now. whats the use of a blog. well. i guess its a way ur fren can noe what you have been doing whenever you never meet them. at least they will be updated ? well. tis is what i think anyway.

i dont know why. but i just cant stop harping on the fact that im so freaking bored. realli soooo fucking bored.

something that occurs to me long time ago just flashed back in my mind just mins ago.
ALL MY FRIENDS ARE ATTACHED~!!! lol~ i wonder whether i should be sad not. but well.. im DESTINED to be single anyway. its kinda awkard when you go out with a group of friends and its like ALL are coupled up. hey. how will you feel man ? dont give me the crap about you WUN feel lonely. cause 99.999999% i bet you will. but then again, it seems like a long long time ever since i went out with them in such a big group full of couples. which is good or bad ? hmmm.. no comments. then again. its sort of saddening when you see couples hugging and etc in front of you when you DONT have anyone by your side. oh! and the feeling of loneliness gets worse when you r sick. oh man. what a sucky feeling. i shall'nt elaborate cause its kinda pointless.. lol. actually the fact is im lazy to. i will talk more about it when im in the right mood.

oh ya. just read up on xia xue's latest entry. the one about "one of the most fucked up things". well.. its kinda sad when the guy you like falls for your girl friend. or should i say VERY sad when it happens to you ALL the time.

Quoted frm her Blog :

It sucks for so many reasons I don't even know where to begin. It sucks because it bruises your ego, it sucks because it causes a tension between you and your friend, and you start to think bad, evil stuff about your friend that you'd never have dreamt you would (i.e: What is so good about her? Her ass is so fat blah blah). It sucks because you can't sleep thinking - what if my friend likes him back? And would I lose her because of this ... etc.

eh. i would say its quite true ? its amazing how she puts her feelings through her blog. Respect~! real life story. believe me. you will also be awed by the way she blogs. very interesting.

alright. i took an hr to finish this blog. which i dont know why. lol

-Signed Off @ 4:06 AM

Saturday, April 23, 2005

sometimes i wonder. whether it ever occur to you tt there's such a stupid girl like me waiting for a nonchalant guy like you.

everytime i think about the past. all the memories jux rush back all at once without a warning. something that i cant stop. in the past, my emotions and practically my everything evolves around you. when you are happy, i will be too.. but whenever you aint feeling good, i will be at a loss. not knowing what to do. not knowing how to comfort you. the feeling just gets so fustrating when im helpless. you always seem so near and yet so unreachable. i dont have an explanation why i cant stop loving a guy like you. a guy as indifferent like you. try as i might. i cant. its going to be a year. that day i started loving you is coming. so near so near.

i was really mad at you when i knew the reason why you were ignorin me. but as time passes, the anger just faded and the love continued to flow through my heart. we were back as friends cause that was all that you want and thats all we can be in order to be in contact.

though i never got the chance to say all this to you. i guess you already knew. just that you never wanted to do anything about it. whenever you are sweet to me, im hurt in a way. cause it just so reminds me that nothin i do can bring us back to the times when we were so close. so close yet never together. sigh* i always tell myself to let go of the past but all along im just suppressing it deep down my heart. one day when i really cant hold it anymore. my heart may just break into many small pieces. never to be mended back again.

im always the kind of miss independent in people's eyes. maybe they never did know me well enough. i dont like to explain further as to whether i am or not. cause explaination always seems to be redundant. i dont like to judge people the way they look or through their actions. cause i will never know wat they are thinkin deep down inside.

i guess today is the extreme. im so lonely.. so so so so lonely. thats why i can no longer stand it. i got to find somewhere to speak out. im realli goin to burst. argh~ all these are what i want to tell that somebody so much. but i never had the guts or chance. i didnt want to break the friendship. silence is golden perhaps. but its quite contradicting that im sayin all this out here.

do you have any idea whats the feeling when you really want to tell that someone how you feel about him ? esp when he asks you. yet you cant tell him anything.. cause you are scared. sigh* i know i know. im just a coward. i admit it. =(

waiting is such a torture. in the past... present.. and perhaps the future too..

-Signed Off @ 9:28 PM

8.26pm now. jux finished editin my fotos n changin my blog banner. hee. now there's my face. lol. used a lot of time to do one eh.

kinda tired now. *listenin to "Ain't No Reason" by Christina Milian* reminds me of Black yesterday. it was alright. been real long since i last clubbed. was in orchard since 9 n it was only until 12 plus den we managed to get in n sit down. not becus we were Q-ing. but we were waitin fer everyone to come which is so god-damned long. as expected, iz drunk AGAIN. kinda hard to take care of a person when u urself is already tipsy. but no choice cus nobody was there n LK jux threw him to me to take care. din get to dance much cus it was practically so crowded inside.

just nice, HY asked his frens to go Black to cele his bday. so met up wif him fer a while. kinda paiseh to trouble him to acc me to buy ciggies. pro drinker is all i can say abt him. and yesh. not forgettin, he kip askin me to straighten my hair back. cus permed hair dun suit me. lol. anyway. his bday is on 26th Apr. just in case i forget.

haPpy aDvanCed birThday hanYew!!!

oh ya. i took a pic be4 goin Black. well.. not only 1 actualli. but i will jus post 1.

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But last min i jux let down my hair. so kinda look like an old hag. shld hav tied up half. aww~ its over anyway. so dun care la.

im SOOOOOOOOOOO bored now. nothin to do. but im lazy to go out wif iz dey all cus they always hav no idea whr to go n den go prata hse. no thanks. i got to cook maggie mee fer dinner.. *sob*

do i look like ugly after i permed my hair ? hmmm. i shall wait fer my hair to grow longer.

-Signed Off @ 8:25 PM

Friday, April 22, 2005

oh ya man. im relli gettin lazier. lazy to blog. haha.. its either im too tired or im too lazy to tink wad to write.

its alreadi thurs ? n the last time i update my entry was sun. haha. lazy gurl. n lee's sayin i nv update my blog.

startin frm mon. hmmm.. *thinkin* wad did i do hur~ eh.. cant rem le la.

tue is jux another workin day. borin. stupid. but i finish work damn earli. cus there was fuckin nothin to do. left at 3 i guess. den went to catch Samara wif my dear yi. well.. a sequel of The Ring. jus the eng version. so nothin interestin.

wed. yest the most paiseh day i tink. oh man. went to work den earli mornin tio kan. wah liew. buay tahan. always kenna tis kind of shyt things one lo. not my fault oso i tio. haii.. nothin to say lo. as usual, din wan to stay any longer so finish work at 4. go slack at m flr . go smoke. den go mit jojo ej n 2 other CO ppl. wendy n dunno the name la. went to kbox at cine. sibei sian ah. cus no voice to sing. kip goin out of tune. haiyo~ sia suay. dun care la. ej ordered beer. tts when it gets so jia lat. too long nv drink liao la. play game oso kip losin. den got seh n vomit la. though i noe wads happenin n wadever. but i still damn SEH lo. after tt in the cab, he called me. tok until i reach hm den lie on the bed. din even take out my jacket lo. den tok alot of things. tink i tok alot of rubbish. sibei paiseh ah. after tt jojo called me. haha.. den i fell aslp liao. zZzz

as fer today.. hmmm.. wake up at 4 plus in the afternoon.. frm mornin till afternoon.. the fuckin fone kip ringin lo. buay tahan. slp oso so uncomfortable. den went to shang to cash out while waitin fer iz they all to finish work den go PS watch INFECTION.. well.. tot it was nice after i saw the trailer. but end up. disappointin shld b the word. its gross yeah i agree.. but the story line sux lo. its such a waste of money lo. in the end. the grp KIP complainin who's idea was it to watch tis. well.. i expected it anyway. haha.. so i let them say la. lol. supper was after the movie. den dennis sent me home on his scrambler. woah. been a long long time ever since i sat on a bike. ever since i broke up wif joseph ? i guess so. but nvm. we tok a lot of nonsense oso la.

and there. i finalli completed the last few days. sense of accomplisment. lol. tml mayb goin to Zouk interview. den mit lee they all eat dinner at clarke quay be4 goin to Black. hmm.. very long ever since i last club eh. better b fun. alright. im lazy to add one le.. chaoz peepz. =)

-Signed Off @ 2:56 AM

Sunday, April 17, 2005

worked yesterday as usual. nothin special.

lucky iz got work yest. got ppl acc me smoke~ =P my dear, yun n fang oso got work.. so it was not tt borin compared to the last few days.

after work was our weekly sat movie nite. it has become a unspoken understanding tt every sat is go out. mostly fer movie though.

tis week is SAHARA. well.. couldnt realli concentrate watchin the movie. not becus i was sleepin. but it was FREEZIN inside.. damn freakin cold man.. imagine u r inside Lido theatre 1(the biggest theatre) n there's is no more than 20 peepz watchin the show. so all of us was like. oh man. wad the fuck. y issit so god damn cold man. n its such a bad choice to wear skirt.. BAD BAD choice. wad was i thinkin man. oh yeah. i was thinkin tt im always wearin jeans. time fer some change.. bad timing. but overall, the show was alright. not as excitin as i expected.

comin up is INFECTION/CREEP/JACKET. hmmm.. wonder when im goin to catch these shows.
cant wait oso.

workin frm tue to thurs 6am at shang. so its time to earn money.

hmm.. wonder whether its Zouk or Black tis fri. i cant wait to work at Zouk cus A says its fun over there. interview tis fri.

Foto of my straight hair before and my permed hair after.

the before look~
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the after look~
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alreadi got lots of comments sayin tt straight hair is nicer. nvm.. i shall wait fer my hair to b longer den it will b nicer.

-Signed Off @ 9:24 PM

Saturday, April 16, 2005

well. went fer job huntin on wed wif jojo.. walked ard far east lukin fer job. den mit the rest of the grp fer kbox session n oso bowlin. cus it was mickey's bday.

haPpy biRthday miCkey~! though its abit late but i alreadi wished him.

its been long ever since i met them. so it was fun.

hmm.. toked wif jojo yest. its been damn long ever since we tok on the fone fer so long. 1/2 a yr perhaps. toked abt loads of things. tok abt the past. how time flies. real fast. wif everythin changin. ppl changin. if i hav nv met tis grp, i guess i will nv experience alot of things im goin thru now. things tt cant b said. things tt made me strong. things tt make me feel sad fer a fren. n oso wad brotherhood is all abt. things tt i wan to say out here. but i cant. cus its too private fer them.

sometimes i realli miss the good old days. the kind of innocence tt cant come bac after u noe alot of things. well.. jus gotta look into the future.

jus reached home after work. damn sian man. nancy n me had a gud luff over alot of things. but we gotta stay bac becus of some damn stupid spillage. stupid jap guest. so fussy. made me wait at the stupid washin machine fer a fuckin 1 hr. my god. but nvm. i had my one smoke break over there.

took a cab wif one of a stewardin uncle. he's some sort like very poor thing. i dunno y but feel tt he very ke lian. cus i always see him carryin such a BIG bag n plastic bags n a umbrella. haii..

and yesh. im goin to ZOUK n work very soon. goin fer interview next fri perhaps.

n yesh. i deleted my tagboard. in order to stop some irritating idiots floodin my tagboard when its meant fer my frens to use. well.. they r dumb n im lazy to care abt them. so delete fer the time bein.

tis is my new blog add. n im not goin to invite those unwanted ppl like tt bitches. haha.. n i changed a new tagboard. haha.. to get rid of the old butches language.

im no longer the straight hair gurl. lol. permed hair! some say not nice. some say maggie mee. but nvm. some say matured. haha.

do not judge me the way u see me as. cus u will nv noe wad im realli thinkin.

-Signed Off @ 2:31 AM

Thursday, April 14, 2005

hey peepz. wanna look at how butch looks like ?

the 2 of like playin so much rite. dun wan to leave rite. den i shall play along. blame it on urselves. cus u 2 wan to irritate the hell outta me rite. if u 2 cont taggin, dun blame me . i shall post ur photos even bigger. no nid to say im childish or tt i go n find ur pics so bo liao. cus the 2 of u r even more fuckin bo liao. unless u 2 leave my blog n jess blog. i will still post these photos wif edited version. how abt it ? wan to leave ? still dun wan den wait on fer more of these. i can get even worse than tis. =) trust me.

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eeeeeeee

oh man. yucks. tomboys on the loose.

these r the INFAMOUS BUTCHs- MARILYN n PRIS. jus fer those who dunno who r they. check out my previous entries n oso jess's blog. n u will noe the truth who started all tis shyt.

oh man. dun they look SO COMPATIBLE ? just so suited fer each other. PIG FACES. still got the thick-skinned face to insult ppl's eyes ? haha. am i SO nice to u 2 bitches. makin the 2 of u so famous. though its onli fame fer SHAMELESSNESS, FOOLISHNESS and UGLINESS.. well.. too bad.. oh im so bad. but too bad. i dun like to let those BITCH who insult my fren first n still lie thru their eyes sayin they were onli targettin at me. Dunno how to check history ? its onli a small problem tt cant b cured. n tt is u 2 r DUMB. BIG TIME STUPID. still dere sayin tt jess was tryin to salvage frenship ? oh PLS~!!! its a disgrace knowin the 2 of u, much less bein frens wif u. losin frenship wif the 2 of u is somethin she shld hav done long ago. dun say tt im jus assumin things. cus tis is wad i alreadi noe frm her. haha.. HEY PEEPZ. now ppl is sayin im too harsh wor~ she still small kid. u tink i giv a damn to u ah.. no nid to giv face to FAT ASS like U one leh. n PRIS is sayin as if i wan to go into THEIR WORLD. which im NOT interested at all.. becus i dun wan to b a BUTCH.

PRIS IP: 192.169.41.* : anyway, dont you fuck dare to label us as 'BITCHES'. ther's a limit to one's temper. dont go overboard.

awww~ im so scared hur~ so wad if u got a limit. dunch i hav one. so GET LOST la. nobody invited u to come here n look at MY blog. excuse me. its MINE in case ur bloody BLIND eye cant see it n ur small pea brain dun understand tis. i dun giv a shyt to ppl like u . i dun even to giv face to u. worthless bitch!

PRIS IP: 192.169.41.*:OHWEL. NOT LIKE YOU PPL WILL UNDERSTAND THA LOSER FEELING. BANG YOUR HEAD TO THA HEAD,. YOU HV ALL MY SYMPATHY. FOOOOLS.

oh yeah. of cus we wun understand. cus we r not LOSER like U r. u mux hav banged ur head real hard huh. n wad kind of language is tis : BANG YOUR HEAD TO THA HEAD ? Butch language ? no wonder noone understands. anw. u shld b the one havin everyone's sympathy. LOL. cus u r alreadi a LOSER. u admitted it.

aiya.. seriously peepz.. tis is the first time i mit such morons wif pea brains. well.. they might not hav any brain. fuckin damn it sibei bo liao. come read ppl's blog dunno fer wad fuck. read liao still wan to INSULT ppl. still dun dare to say their names at first till they were exposed. wad shyt lo.

pris dun even understand the meaning of "LONELY WITHOUT LIFE". haha.. cant blame. too chim fer her pea brain liao leh. i PITY her teachers who taught her ever since she started studyin. cus she learned nothin except how to flood ppl's blog, how to insult ppl, how to b a butch.

anw. i wonder how will their principal react when they got tis kind of fuckin students. well. they may flunk their Os ? i guess principal will b disgusted.

anw. they onli got each other to depend on la. no other frens le mah. tts y they r jealous tt my frens r stickin up fer me. whereas onli the 2 of them helpin each other onli. lousy.

so pls "KINDLY" fuck off my blog. shameless creature. i repeat again. U 2 r NOT welcome here. go n fuck urselves together la. n wadever i write, i happy, i SONG leh. wad can u do. cont taggin lo. all the more u tag, all the more u admit to wad i say. haha.. n i will b luffin each time u tag cus i noe tt all my frens r luffin at how stupid u can b when they see. hahahahaa.. STUPID FOOL.

ANYWAY. U ALL PUSHED ME TO TIS STAGE EVER SINCE U 2 STARTED INSULTIN JESS IN THE 1ST PLACE. AND START FLOODIN MY TAGBOARD. SO DUN BLAME ME FER DOIN TIS. I OSO DUN CARE WHETHER U BLAME ME NOT. CUS I DUN LIKE TO BOTHER MYSELF WIF CHILDISH PPL LIKE U 2.

last of all.. peepz. i added in the IP address jus in case ur blog kenna flooded by annoymous or passerby ah.. mus b them liao. cus i dun tink there's much ppl like them so fuckin bo liao.

-Signed Off @ 2:47 AM

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

well.. first thing im glad tt jess finalli noe who r those childish kids who jus wun grow up. but sad case fer her tt she actualli noe those bitches. anw. its a gud thing u aint frens wif bitches like tt.. lower ur standard onli. so cheer up jess..first time i hear bitch says ppl is disgustin fer speakin up fer her fren. oh man. another childish act. kenna exposed liao den say wan to leave. well.. fools. tryin to turn the table ard jus by sayin tt i started it. haha.. even IDIOTS can tell tt it was them who started it. still got the face to say tt all the insults was targetted at me n not jess . when i wasnt even taggin then. LOL. wad a bigger joke. lie oso dunno how to lie. STUPID. PLS LO. ppl got eyes n brains to check the history to noe the truth lo. ppl aint as DUMB as u 2 r. n u 2 said u 2 will leave. so fuck off n if u dare to tag here, it jus means tt u 2 r jus TOO THICK-SKINNED to leave. last of all.. i hate the names Pris & Marilyn. born to b bitches names. well. i wasnt targettin at anyone though. ahahahhaa..

alright.. startin wid yest. im finalli done wif all my papers. which is sucha GUD thing. FINALLY k. but im lukin fer another job now. cus i jux cant stand it a shang. i rather go over to holiday inn n help out steven than stay at tis place.

tml mitin jojo fer job huntin. so hope tt we can find a job.

oh yeah. i permed my hair today. hee. not too bad actualli.. haha.. well.. i like it.

-Signed Off @ 10:50 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005

alright. its 3.15pm now. havin mah dig cir paper in roughly 2 hrs 45 mins.. *stressed*

i dunno whether i have done enuff revision not. fer multiplexer n JK Flip Flop im still quite blur. hope i can pass well.

went ta work on sat as usual. borin day as usual. went ta eat swensen wif iz and watch The Pacifier with the rest of the grp. conclusion of the show : nice. heart-warming.

PEEPZ. ANY JOB TO INTRO ? cus i wanna change job le. everythin in shang hav changed. i dislike the life there so much. i cant earn the kind of money i nid. cus there's too much clerks. too bad. so im lukin fer other jobs. lata shld b goin fer a interview at ktv lounge ? waitin fer monster cue to open den i will say bye bye to shang. but i kinda miss the peepz there eh. cant bear to leave. but. no choice.

oh man. wish me luck peepx. i gotta pass my papers! GOD BLESS ME~!!!

-Signed Off @ 3:15 PM

Sunday, April 10, 2005

guess wad peepz. as i have mentioned earlier in mah previous blogs. there's an asshole lurkin ard ppl's blog. which gets so FUCKIN IRRITATING. now he/she have gotten worse. i presume its a SHE. she has absolutely NOTHIN BETTER TO DO. to the extent tt she got to IMPERSONATE jess. which makes peepz thinks tt she's fuckin BO LIAO. pls lo. u tink i cant differentiate who is who meh. im not as dumb as u. fucker PASSERBY

u DAMN IT PASSERBY. READ TIS SINCE U R SOOOOO INTERESTED IN COMMENTIN PPL'S BLOG. GET UR ARSE OUT OF MY BLOG. CUS IF U DUN, U BETTA DUN LET ME FIND OUT WHO R U. FREAKIN MORONIC IDIOT WITHOUT BRAINS. AND NOE WAD ? ITS USELESS EVEN BOTHERIN ABT U. CUS THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NO POINT IN TOKIN SOME BLOODY SENSE INTO UR BRAINS. THAT IS IF U HAV ANY BRAINS.

oh man. i wasted an entry tokin abt a dumb ass who dun even deserve my mentionin. DAMN tt FUCKER.

-Signed Off @ 12:45 AM

Friday, April 08, 2005

well.. had a busy day goin out.. =P

ya ya. i noe i shouldnt go out. one more paper on mon so i shld jus stay at hm n study. but a lil bit of playin doesnt hurts rite

FINALLY got to mit jojo today. met her after she had her interview. sry gurl. i noe i was VERY late. made u wait so long ah. =) went ta kbox sing sing sing frm 3 to 6 plus. by tt time, we r alreadi exhausted. but i realli had fun. cus i din see my bitchin partner for so long liao.

after tt went ta mit fang n jj fer a while cus i was alone. but syl called n so i went over to mit him, his NEW gf n wei at taka. cus fang n jj was goin to play mahjong AGAIN. bunch of gamblers! lolx.

walked n walked until i was reali tired. had yoshinoya fer dinner. n kbox AGAIN. haha. cus there was nothin much to do anyway. but it was very fun. cus i LOVE singin! kbox marathorn hur~

oh ya. clive msged me to tell me tt i Models called him. i bet he's realli happy rite. lol. i will tink abt whether to acc u k. n i hope they dun call me.

tml gotta study fer dig cir le. cus im workin on sat. n sun seems to b too short a time to study last min eh. so mr iz is goin to teach me ah. i hope i can wake up. i hav to.

hmmm... tot of the past today. i miss the past so much. it was filled wif tears. but it was oso full of happy memories. i miss i miss i miss U so much. but u dunno. haii.. yesh. im sad. but wad to do. i hav to treat u jux as my gud fren. cus tts all u wan. n tts the onli way to remain in contact wif u.

-Signed Off @ 3:06 AM

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

alright. so i jus realise tt i haven blog fer a few days. so i guess tis entry will be long.

sat went ta work at usual. lucky there's iz workin. if not i will b dead bored. n yesh. i missed ms congenality 2 cus the usual bunch wanted to watch Be Cool. yeah. its a cool show. funny. i tot i will jus fall aslp in the show wastin mah money but yeah i din. cus the show was entertainin enuff to kip my eyes open.

the whole of sunday. i was slpin at home. din even manage to study a single bit.

n there's monday. slept till 2 plus. went ta mit han yew at holland V at 7 plus cus he was supposed to teach me maths. as usual, he was complainin tt i was huggin his leg last min again. lolx. but alright thanks to him, i did learn somethin. after tt, pop to bukit panjang n studied wif xiang frm 11 plus to 3 plus. reach hm studied somemore be4 slpin.

as fer tuesday, mit xiang jufri n faredz at 12 ta study fer maths. last min stuggle. well.. xiang was luffin at faredz cus he was panickin. lolx.. i was oso panickin actualli, but mine was in mah mind. n as usual, our mr JUFRI went out the first durin our maths paper. i was like.. omg. i still wan to see him next sem one lo. he betta pass. so he betta pray hard hard tt he pass.

after paper. mit yun n don to fang's chalet. aranda country club. nice place. cosy n big chalet. overall, the chalet was fun. but dey were playin mahjong frm the time dey reach there till the time the chalet ended. got to c someone whom i nv seen fer so long. makes my day brighter. =D alright. i will thank iz openly here fer makin the "sacrifice" to stay over. n oso workin on sat. got to noe amanda at the chalet. n yesh. she's a nice gurl. =)

n finalli today. nothin much. jux woke up at 6 plus. so im bloggin n goin to hav mah dinner soon.

oh yeah. im just reminded of an asshole. jess blog is bombarded by an moronic passer-by. who jus so happened to pass by her blog eh. wad an "coincidence" hur~ bull-shit! which passer-by will jus pass by n jux criticise ppl. n even bother to read the LONG entry. n tis started the spark. i cant stand moronic idiots like these peepz. so started a scoldin war. n its such an insult to me if i even noe tis bastard/bitch. so u betta kip ur identity a secret. like i always say, dun like wad u see on ppl's blog, den fuck off la. nobody's forcin u to read wad. ppl blog abt their daily life n wad happened is not fer U to judge. dumb ass. rude!

dinner dinner.. im comin~

-Signed Off @ 7:14 PM

Saturday, April 02, 2005

2 plus in ta mornin. workin at 7am lata. but im still awake. got to go slp soon. hav been tryin ta change the font of mah blog but its gettin on mah nerves cus i cant seem to do it..

im goin to finish work earli tmr n watch ms congenality 2. be4 i start studyin hard fer mah maths paper on tue.

kinda bored today. slacked ta the whole farkin dae. becus as usual, ice skatin or k box was cancelled. aiya. expected la. so din pin high hopes either.

argh~ i jus feel like shoutin man. im so farkin irritated. can anybody tell me y. it seems like everybody got things ta do except me! BUT~ dun tell me ta study. i will onli study when i wan ta. not when peepz tell me ta. wadever.

oh yeah. the onli idiot who tried ta fool me cus its APRIL'S FOOL DAY todae.. alright. its 2 plus now so its yest. wadever peepz. tt dumbo guy was IZ. lol~ lame as usual. but anyway, he's always makin me luff wif his idiotic words.

anyway. its gettin earli or shld i sae its alreadi earli. so off ta dreamland i go.
chaoz peepz.

-Signed Off @ 2:12 AM

Friday, April 01, 2005

woah.. just read xiaxue's blog.. well.. one lesson learnt.. nv offend a ladee... or even b a cab snatcher.. not worth it.. yet.. i admire da way she blog without carin abt wad peepz say..

i cant believe it.. im still not over the issue of dumb guys.. mayb becos i noe more n more of them r fallin into the trap of a pretty ladee.. dumbARSE~! incorrigible.. natural reaction to babes hur~ wadever.. jus wun admit u all r jus plain dumb..

oh yeah.. went ta lot 1 jus now.. TRIED (at least i tried) to study for a while but couldnt concentrate.. due to some moronic 15 16 yr old sch gurls tryin ta act lian.. y cant dey jux grow up.. not to forget.. some idiotic bengster.. not exactly real bengs.. awww.. wadever.. y am i even wastin mah time bloggin abt them.. waste of mah time... BUT.. dey jus kinda irritates me n reminds me of somethin i hate to rem.. wadever.. damn them..

im startin all those mood swings again... feelin so down recently.. damn it bored.. dun even hav the mood to study... mah buddy FW say i mus b lackin of LOVE.. wtf.. love.. ya mah ARSE... gurls can live well without guys n tts a fact..

goin to ice skate or kbox lata ? no idea.. wait till dey tell me their decision.. tis is the prob when ya goin out wif a bunch of frens.. HARD to make decision as always.. wadever.. one thing i hate abt goin out wif a grp of couples is.. im always the odd one out.. i dun realli mind tt BUT i hate COUPLE FIGHTS/QUARRELS.. totally turns off mah mood... makes me feel so irritated.. yesh..

biatchin wad or who i dun like is wad im doin now... so im not forcin u to read.. BYE~!! if u dun like wad u see.. cus even if u scold me, i will jus ask u to fuck off..

je vous ai attendu

-Signed Off @ 4:18 AM