Tuesday, April 26, 2005
my oh my. 3 plus in the mornin and im not slpin yet as usual. whats new anyway rite peepz.
damn it! i realli lead a boring life! its holis now and what the fuck am i doing? rotting whenever im not working. it just gets so fucking fustrating when there's nothing to do.
im just taking a small break. after watchin a few vcds. how bored can i get. yeah. i wonder too.
went ta meet meiyun n sheldon just now. lot 1 as usual. sat at mac. talked this and that. been long since i last talked to them. well. its goin to be even harder. cause.. MY n KL quarrellled.. somehow, i dont want to take sides. i rather stay neutral. but still i will speak up perhaps a lil bit.
and yeah. i get so freaking bored that i borrowed 2 serials in one shot. nothing much more to elaborate about this.
MY ask me a weird qn just now. whats the use of a blog. well. i guess its a way ur fren can noe what you have been doing whenever you never meet them. at least they will be updated ? well. tis is what i think anyway.
i dont know why. but i just cant stop harping on the fact that im so freaking bored. realli soooo fucking bored.
something that occurs to me long time ago just flashed back in my mind just mins ago.
ALL MY FRIENDS ARE ATTACHED~!!! lol~ i wonder whether i should be sad not. but well.. im DESTINED to be single anyway. its kinda awkard when you go out with a group of friends and its like ALL are coupled up. hey. how will you feel man ? dont give me the crap about you WUN feel lonely. cause 99.999999% i bet you will. but then again, it seems like a long long time ever since i went out with them in such a big group full of couples. which is good or bad ? hmmm.. no comments. then again. its sort of saddening when you see couples hugging and etc in front of you when you DONT have anyone by your side. oh! and the feeling of loneliness gets worse when you r sick. oh man. what a sucky feeling. i shall'nt elaborate cause its kinda pointless.. lol. actually the fact is im lazy to. i will talk more about it when im in the right mood.
oh ya. just read up on xia xue's latest entry. the one about "one of the most fucked up things". well.. its kinda sad when the guy you like falls for your girl friend. or should i say VERY sad when it happens to you ALL the time.
Quoted frm her Blog :
It sucks for so many reasons I don't even know where to begin. It sucks because it bruises your ego, it sucks because it causes a tension between you and your friend, and you start to think bad, evil stuff about your friend that you'd never have dreamt you would (i.e: What is so good about her? Her ass is so fat blah blah). It sucks because you can't sleep thinking - what if my friend likes him back? And would I lose her because of this ... etc.
eh. i would say its quite true ? its amazing how she puts her feelings through her blog. Respect~! real life story. believe me. you will also be awed by the way she blogs. very interesting.
alright. i took an hr to finish this blog. which i dont know why. lol
