about the girl.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

watched vcd till 5 plus in the mornin. n woke up for a few times.. i dunno why.

went for kbox session wif swee hai, sharon and arlene.. fun is the word to describe. enjoyable. but sry guys cus i was late. yeah. real late. and oh ya. its the 1st time i go kbox wif them or should i say 1st time i go out wif my poly mates.

after kbox, mit RY,YH and KN to orchard. watch CREEP. one word to describe - DISGUSTING. a lesson learnt. never to take the LAST TRAIN. or should i say. dun fall aslp when u r waiting for train. kinda have phobia of taking train when there's very lil ppl.

now at RY hse cum chalet. fallin aslp. sleepy eh.

i feel like killing myself. dun ask me why. i dun even noe the reason why. come to think of it, everytime i change my msn nick. there's always 2 ppl who will always ask wad happened to me regarding my nick. hmmm..

he asked me why. he say he will be sad if i die. i told him: if u r realli sad, den i would have been happy. i wan to tell him why. but i cant.. cus every emotion, every thoughts, every feeling revolves ard him. everythin is abt him. i cant say and i dunno wad to say. i told him i will tell him when its over. but when its over. it means i have gotten over him. perhaps by that time, i will be telling him all this in a joking manner. if onli tt day will come. if onli..

the feeling is back. the feeling of emptiness. mind blank. there's alot of things i wan to blog but just dont seem to be able to think of any now.

yes. i miss him. i do.

-Signed Off @ 2:24 AM