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i wonder
i wonder about this
i wonder about that
i wonder who check out my blog.. and see me blog about my boring life. i wonder if he's reading this. im ignoring him now. am i.. i guess so.. maybe i should just tell him that we should stop talking for the time being..
i feel like a total loser. keep telling myself to forget him. but never been able to do so.. why is it guys can just love at this second and change totally the next min.. their feelings changes so fast that i never seems to be able to catch up..
im fine. im sad. im angry.. and im emotionally gone.
alright... went to meet jojo and the rest yesterday at bugis. didnt want to go at first. cus i didnt feel like seeing him. BUT still... he came though he din wan to come at first... went to CINE to play pool. as usual... i was bored..
then went to meet iz and the rest. bought movie tix be4 heading to MONSTER CUE and POOL again! nothing special.. BUT... "SI" IZ pinch me until i cried... *Sob* but i bite him first.. so fair. though we had cold war when we were walkin frm Monster to Cine. but after the movie, we were ok again...
watched "DOWNFALL".. about the downfall of Hitler. DUMB history show.. i hate it.. so fuckin long .. 3 hrs.. made me fell aslp... this kind of show is wad iz likes... and the rest was so restless.. either toking or laughing or sleeping.. lol..
reach home @ 5 plus.. sleep till 12 plus den wake up liao..
oh man.. im gettin lesser n lesser sleep.. and i dont know why.. haii... doesnt seem to be able to sleep well... haiii...