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i dont know what to do. what to think. i feel so lost. i just feel tt a decision i made changed so many things within a few days. just a few days feels like a lifetime to me. it seems that i have lost some frens and i somehow broke up a frenship.
i cant find my way back anymore. everything changed. i tried and got this situation which i dont want to handle. maybe i dont even know how to..
im breaking down. i tried to be strong and im still appearing strong..
but deep inside.. i just feel so empty.. so lonely.. i rather cry everything out and done with.. but the tears just wont drop.
why why.. tell me why..
Yes. im so unhappy.