Wednesday, June 15, 2005
finally i went out yesterday. have been cooping myself at home for the last few days. woot~ fresh air lurks into my long dead brain.. well.. din plan to go out actually.. last minute decided to go..
first of all..
HapPy biRthDay Raymond Lim~
well. i was rather bored yesterday as usual. my sis went out fer lunch n bought something back for me to eat too. Angie and Jason plus his lil baby, QiQi came over to my house to wait my Big Shot sister to dress up. LOL! Qi Qi is SOOOO CUTE.. totally hard to resist.. SHYT! forgot to take a photo of her. awww~ too bad~
after they left. i continue watching vcds though i tink i watched it a dozen times. THEN, MeiYun called me. to go to Raymond's bday celebration... and since i havent been goin kbox for quite some time. i went! well.. overall. its alright. considering i saw quite a number of people i haven been seeing ever since i left shang. and the whole load of us (consisting 17 peepx) talked from the wee hours to 6plus in the morning.. well.. normal for all of the night owls. lol. they still can tahan lor!! cus they went to RY hse to play Mahjong... -.-" the last thing i will ever want to do. well. it was pretty early and the sun was getting up meaning my mama is oso waking up. so my sister and me kinda rushed home.
as for today. woke up @ 11 plus. checked something.. couldnt take it. and thus, hit my bed again. too little sleep aint good for a PIG like me k.. my sister bought me lunch today again. if not i'll be eating maggie mee just like was i did fer the past few days. nothing special today. play CO again as always.
now's the time is about 2.35am. well.. 15 june.. my long time fren birthday.
HaPpy 19th BirThdAy EDdiE. i have known this stupid guy since pri school. so much memories. so much fun in the past. and yeah. whether its luckily or too unfortunate for me, we were same school since pri sch. -.-" till poly. i'll never forget a fren like him. cus of reasons. though he wont be seeing this. i still wish for the best for him and get taller dude! OppS~! awww~ its already sounding abit old-fashioned. so i shan't continue with the mushy details. just a simple happy birthday wish to You. Enjoy your birthday!!
hands getting a lil tired. =P cus i have been lazy to blog for so long. so now everything's pops into my head after my mind is clearer now.
i aint doing nothing when im at home these few days.. maybe a week. i have been thinking alot. about the things that happened. well. people said i changed. maybe to some its for the better or not. i dont know. but still, i will just let go of the past. i'll not ask about You anymore. wont want to know about You from other people's mouth either. for the time being, we r not suitable to be frens. yah yah.. i know the usual crap when couples break up who will say : "We can still be friends!".. Ewww~ shut the crap man! we wont make it and we both know it. So, Get Lost from my life and no more hurting my sistership. its very sickening and moronic. its just not worth it. getting all upset because of you. i learnt a great deal of things from You. All about Guy's Coldness, Nonchalance and the attitude swing. i can no longer give myself anymore excuses for loving such a guy like You. Yah yah yah! i noe i have been saying i want to give up from since dunno how many decades ago(just a comparison to how farking long it has been). And this time, after i tried and failed. i know what to do now. im numbed to the pain You caused me from then till now~ its a kind of relief. End of You.
Condolences to EJ. dont really wan to elaborate on this.
oh yah. for the people who have been asking and havent already know. peepz like couzin yiwen 2 yrs my junior. thanks for all your concern. i din get the starhub job. so the agency's lookin for another job for me and jojo.
My parents going China from this friday to next friday!! speaking of which, i haven even sat a plane be4. SUA KU~ wadever! im pestering my mum i wanna go taiwan to shop.. LOL!
LONG LONG entry. work of a lazy bum.
Sing me a lullaby! i bet i'll sleep before it's even finished! im hitting the bed baby!
