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To continue with the previous question.. Though SO lil answers are given... i shall tell you all what you all will be doing.
The 1st 10 mins when you know that you are only left with 30 mins of your life..
You will be shocked and wont be doing anything.
The next 10 mins~
You will be trying to accept reality that you are dying soon.
As for the last 10 mins~
You will be regretting about what wrong decisions you have made and what you haven do in your life.
So this is the answer i got from my uncle when i talk abt being with my friends and normal people might be doing things they like ? But he asked me do i even have enough time to find all my friends and family or even do something i like ? i answered No. Its simply impossible. who can accept that you are dying in 30 mins immediately. Even those people who got diagnosed with cancer or other kind of diseases cant accept it immediately. So which human can accept Death tt easily.
Thus, he hope that i wont regret decisions i made. Esp this one whereby im going to stop school once and for all to continue with my working career. I find it pretty pointless to study anymore since im not interested. Even after i finish with a Dip, what can i do ? admin work again ? i can do that easily without a Dip and just with Experience. Since i have thought of the consequences, i have to do it. So people, try not to regret what you chose to do~ =)
On the bus home yesterday, i thought about the past. I realise that the beginning is always so sweet yet so bitter in the end.