Friday, October 28, 2005
2 yrs ago....
A girl of 17 went to work as a full-time sales girl at a rather prestigious clothing shop in the city area. everything was normal, just work and work. until one fine day, while she was having dinner alone in the storeroom. a guy of 19 came in. they immediately caught each other attention yet pretend nothing happened, continuing to do their things. the girl was not the pretty type but the guy was good-looking, nice and everything a girl would want. so the girl did not dream much. the girl was working at the woman side and the guy was working at the casual guy clothings side. so they were sort of seperated by a wall. the guy was working part time so he only comes in at night and one of their colleague was the guy's gd fren. he wanted to get the girl's no so he asked for his gd fren's help. and of cause his gd fren agreed. the girl did not believe at first, thinking she's trying to joke around till the girl saw the msg from the guy. so the girl gave her no and the gd fren told the guy that she knows abt the msg. yet the 2 of them pretended not to know anything.
whenever the girl needs to get stock for customer, she hav to pass a mirror door to the main shop to get. and whenever she pushed open the door, she will find the guy smiling at her and she will smile back. slowly the guy started msging her and calling her to talk when they reached home. but the girl was always very tired 'cause of the long journey back home from work. whenever they were at work, they didnt talk much 'cause they didnt want to draw attention to themselves. gradually, tongues started wagging saying that the girl likes the guy and the guy was not interested in the girl. the girl started to feel inferior but the guy comforted her saying that they just dont know they the guy likes the girl and is waiting for her to give him an ans. the guy was always willing to do things for the girl. and burnt 2 cds for the girl 'cause he knows that she likes it. after sometimes, they finally got together. the girl finally gave her answer. but happy times didnt last. the girl who's so used to being single started feeling uncomfortable. the guy was treating her too good and she was scared. and just 5 days after they got together, the girl asked for a breakup. she didnt know how to say it out. but eventually the guy found out and they broke up. but the guy still loved the girl whole-heartedly. but the girl told him that he was good to the extent of irritating. she know she totally broke the guy's heart when she said that . but she didnt want the guy to keep waiting.. before she resigned from the place, the guy wrote 3 letters to her. and she still keeps it till today. she takes out and read once in a while, it serves as a reminder that she once has a guy who treats her so good and loved her so much but she did not treasure and let go of the happiness.
few months after they broke up, the girl's birthday was approaching. he tried finding the girl's sister online and thru her sister, he bought a present that the girl liked. when the girl know abt it, she was very touched but at that moment, she was going to be together with another guy. right after the girl was attached, the guy was also attached. they continue leading different lives. never interfering each other's life. whenever the girl had problems, the guy will comfort her and gives her advice.
one day, the girl met someone she loved with her heart. but the someone was just playing with her. and for 1 yr .
the girl finally learnt that she should never have let the guy go. she destroyed her own happiness with her own hands. she tried asking the guy for a patch to forget abt what happened in the past and really wanted to settle down with the guy. but the guy wanted the girl to think carefully and in the end, the girl asked to forget abt everything 'cause she doesnt want to hurt the guy again. not long after, the guy was attached again. and their relationship seems to be going strong.
now the girl realised her mistake. she is regretting. she has decided to wait for the guy no matter what. even if he doesnt knows, she will still wait for him.
this entry serves as a reminder for the girl to do what her heart tells her to... and to prevent her from making any more mistakes......
