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Saturday, December 31, 2005

today's officially 31st December 2005. the LAST day of year 2005.

but its like another normal day. except orchard road's probably closed. clubs and pubs in singapore will be filled with crowd. i should just say the heart of SG - Orchard will be damned packed. ah! i almost forgot about the countdown. cant really remember where's the venue but im sure it will be packed too.

let me change the topic for a while.

HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY WISH FOR MY DEAR COUSIN

YI WEN

on the 29th Dec

alrights. can get back to whatever i want to say now.

wed - went to MDIS with angie to check up on private courses. bought 2 tops. after that was dinner @ Lot 1. had a huge appetite on that day. firstly ate at LJS, then buy Taiwan Mee Sua. yummy. strawberry blended ice. CAN YOU IMAGINE ! im not surprised at what my stomach can do at times.

as for thur which is yesterday, went to bugis with angie, SM, wenhou and weehuat to hav a look @ WH's gf. nothing much to say except we went home straight after that.

i came to a serious decision just yesterday. and i talked to my uncle. i have decided to resign and look for another job. best to find something that im interested. after thinking so long, i still prefer to be an air stewardess. my dream since young. and only now am i able to pursue my dream. so i have been trying to find information on the different airlines and their requirement and fucking hell, they want at least a diploma from a Local Poly. wad the hell lor. cant they just take in private Dip. if they can, i dont mind studying priv to get the dip lor. i will continue to keep a lookout.

and now if you all cant guess, im at my 2nd home. just done some research on jobs and airlines. and im so tired now. so im going to sleep and head to work @ 3pm tomorrow at shang. damned the place but im BROKE. hafta work. and i dont like to squeeze through the crowd in orchard and get molested by stupid blangas.

thats all folks. =]

-Signed Off @ 3:35 AM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

oh yes. another lucky day. my uncle's not in the office so here i am all ready to blog. lol

let me recall about yesterday.

finish work went to meet my banana and wendy to go visit JJ. 'cause the pig angie last min dont want to go. PIG. wells. he look much better; more energized. probably due to pretty doctors (i didnt see any though). haha. and he's trapped in the room with all ah peks and he's the youngest FOR SURE. he's removed of the tubes and ok to walk around. so thats good news and he's complaining he wants to get out of the hospital. oh yah. the ah pek beside him so poor thing, limbs all bounded; and he's a lil' scary 'cause he will talk and shout suddenly. had our dinner @ the kopitiam downstairs and the 3 of us went our own ways. banana just did a belly piercing and she's walking real straight. and she's complaining that i never go visit her.

anyways, i didnt go home straight after the visiting. went to meet up with my sister and the rest to celebrate douglas's birthday which actually is TODAY. we waited for the guys to finish their game of billard which lasted fucking long. feel like whacking them for being so gu niang play 1 game also so long.

and we went for BOWLING!!! fantastic 'cause i haven played for so long. and the people were split into 2. jason; wen hou; douglas; jolynn in 1 group VS chin kheat; hilman; wee huat; and lastly me ! and guess wad !

WE WON !!!!

by a margin of probably 30 points ? and we got more strikes and spares ! so each of us won 6 bucks from each of the losing team. i totally can't imagine they can even gamble with bowling. it was real fun. and i guess the funniest incident was wen hou coming back from the toilet and it was his and my turn. he didn't look and just went ahead with the ball. and

STRIKE !!!!!!!

for ME !!!!

hahaa. he was at the WRONG LANE. so we were all laughing like hell. and he was there giving the blur blur look saying : i tot i saw that this is my lane. hahahaa. joke of the day man.

after finishing the game, we went back home. and my boy was having some mood swing. sometimes i dont understand what they are thinking. but whatever, he's fine in the morning so let it be.

JU-AN (thats wad i call her) & me - taken while the bunch of idiots were playing their billard

the sisters !

-Signed Off @ 11:53 AM

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

this shall plainly be a photolog. some photos i have been waiting to upload for very long. but no chance; no time to do so.

Bday celebration @ Party World Part 2

i like this photo
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we were both looking at other cameras at this point of time
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the cake of the day. a surprise
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this cake's by my sis. 1 day before my actual bday. exclusively eaten by me. 1 bite's gone while i took this picture.
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we took this @ kooichi's workplace while playing around with the comps there
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bodyshop present by douglas, hilman and jolynn
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the Guess notebook they gave me + the watch
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The watch !!!!
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and finally, the box that held the watch. looks nice hur~
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i almost forgot this. angie's xmas present. when its lighted up, what it looks like.
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oh yah. just remembered. i have no idea when's douglas bday but what i heard was his celebration is today. but wells, i end work late so dont think i will be joining them today. seems quite bad 'cause he attended both my celebrations. but here i shall wish him....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUGLAS !

though he wont be seeing this. but hey, its the thoughts that counts ok.

-Signed Off @ 11:06 AM

a long holiday finally came to halt. another one's coming up starting from this sat till next monday. nowadays 1 more day of rest means more than anything. its already a blessing to have long weekends. to be able to rest more.

year 2006's will be a good year. 'cause there's like 19 holiday in lieu. which happens rarely(who knows how long they happen once). so whatever~ just enjoy the year.

poor JJ's currently resting in TTSH. for the past few days while we were enjoying ourselves for x'mas. both he and fang are tired this season. i didn't know it got so serious. but the last time i saw him, i cant help but say he looks real thin. now we all know whats the reason. i'll be visiting him today if he's not discharging today. thank God i did not buy the chocolates i wanted to buy for the both of them as planned. or i'll probably kill myself for being such an idiot to remind them of the sadness. and oh yah, forgot to mention that im sry girls for not going with you all to go see JJ yesterday, but nvm, i'll be going today.

i just cant believe its happening to our friend of our age. sigh.

its like a series of unfortunate events happening. firstly, IZ and LK's robbed of their laptops and phone. then, my dad told me his taxi got into an accident. followed by, JJ got into hospital. what other things can happen. good gracious. nobody wish to end 2005 with a sad note.

last of all,

HAPPY BELATED 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST XINYI !!

sry this came abit late but oh wells, we wished you right on time on the actual day. couldnt find a comp to blog on the actual day 'cause of wad happened to the 2 poor boys. but i hope you enjoy your bday though its really simple. =]

Let us all pass 2005 in a happy note. and welcome 2006 warmly.

-Signed Off @ 10:30 AM

Sunday, December 25, 2005

guess wad everybody. its christmas !!! the time of the year for giving. recieving as well. =]

we are all at LK's hse having a x'mas party celebration. which includes going downstairs to eat "zi cha" or whatever its called in hokkien. exchanging presents and lucky draw(presents sponsored by TS). which was pretty fun actually.

the funniest part of the whole celebration is the prescence of TS the comedian. haha. he's totally talking rubbish from the moment we met him. talking all about Thai. how cheap everything was, wad massage they have there. and we started playing 007. once again, TS was the one who merlioned(if there's such a word) first, mainly due to everybody sabo-ing him.

oh wells. this year's pretty good. got a forever friends photo album thru the exchange present thingy (by jason) and a watch thru the lucky draw. 2 jackets from TS. a piggy keychain by KL. a teapot penholder by XY. a decorative item by angie.

now some of the people have left. a few people sleeping at the other room. kevin & KL playing around with the PSP. iz and a few others downstairs waiting for a cab with TS. and wells, another few downstairs entertaining LK's father who happened to drink red wine in a container with a spoon. =P heh heh. not good to be talking behind others but hey, its kinda funny.

and obviously, im not drunk. since everybody was trying to make TS drunk. or should i say obviously no other people was drunk now. i mean NOW. at the present moment. who knows raphael might start drinking with his brothers and duhz~

and now mama just msged me why i aint back yet. but im not going to bother since im a bad girl and its Xmas! all the more to stay out late.

oh yah. just remembered last year's christmas. KL's phone dropped into Boat Quay's river. an unforgettable incident i must say. since everybody's reminded of it once its xmas. LOL

and last year's new year eve was spent at lau pat sat. so this year where will be celebrating then ? any ideas girls ? i guess it will be another unplanned event. haha. making everybody have a BIG headache. and i really mean a big one.

last of all, before i end my entry. though my dearest wont be reading it since i dont intend to give him my pw. i would like to thank him for re-making my anni present. its nice. though i dont show it, im really happy. BUT yes, my dear XY and KL, i obviously wont cry becus im touched or suprised. 'cause im cold-blooded. haha.

-Signed Off @ 3:14 AM

Friday, December 23, 2005

oh gosh. too many things happened this few days. and i didnt have the chance to blog.

been on leave for the past 3 days. an unexpected event lead to taking another AL yesterday. but nvm. its worth it.

oh wells. had a unexpected 2nd bday celebration on my bday itself. went to my dearest hse on tue. i was just sitting around watching him do my anni present. a video clip with our photos. but now everything's gone 'cause the laptop's robbed. when we decided to watch dvd, we heard that his father's coming home so off we go. went to Wheelock Place to look for kooichi. after that met LK, SM, HF and JJ. decided to go party world for ktv session since we had nothing to do. my sis, jason, rachel, hilman, douglas and jolynn came to join us. and they bought me a cake. im totally suprised. haha. alrights. i admit i pretended not to know that they went to buy a cake. haha. to make it seem im really suprised. haha. not to spoil the fun.

i really had fun. thanks to everybody making my 2005 19th birthday a memorable one. including the bunch of people who celebrated with me last sat.

as for wednesday, didnt do anything except sleep the whole day.

yesterday was a rather hectic day. lots of happening. poor boy kenna robbed and beaten up. dont really want to elaborate on it anymore. tired.

enough of talking and photos up.

my dearest

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my sister

i look like an idiot here

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jason rachel joanne and kooichi

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jason + rachel

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kooichi and huifang

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rachel and joanne

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hilman and douglas (my god~ look at their face)

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the 2 small boys and the big sister. LOL

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anyways. a few people missed out the fun. you all know who you are. and i didnt manage to get a picture of 2 other ppl that came, that is SM and LK 'cause they are like superglue. sticked together. so no chance to take a photo for them. but wells. they have lots of pictures of their own so doesnt lack one more. LOL. its a joke SM !!!

im a happy girl till yesterday.

-Signed Off @ 5:27 PM

Monday, December 19, 2005

oh wells. its monday. a start of a new week. a pretty relaxing week for me. 'cause my uncle's on mc today and i'm taking AL for the next 2 days.

i had a most wonderful day last saturday. an early birthday celebration for me by frens from shang. a total of 24 people. amazing. went to watch King Kong as planned. though things didnt go THAT well due to some problem with the tix; missing tix. most of the people's mood was somehow drenched; thats including me. the whole load of us missed the first part though its not that important actually. 'cause it was pretty boring. i was fallin' asleep while waiting for Mr KING KONG to come out and show his face. haha. its quite nice in the middle of the show. some funny parts making everybody laugh. nearing to the end of the show, i was fallin' asleep once again. so tired.

after the movie. we went to Lido's Mac to have our early breakfast. everybody's starving. on a normal day, i'll be the 1st to vote to go home. but thanks to everybody who came, i'm more than willing to sacrifice some of my sleep time to eat. once i reached home, i slept like a log. so freaking tired and my bones will breaking.

this yr's birthday is so amazing. got to thank ms angie once again for organising the whole thing. SM and her other half + my nicest bro and Mrs Lee who went to buy the present. a Guess watch. its VERY NICE !! also the biggest thank you for the rest who chipped in. who came to join in the celebration. hilman, douglas and jolynn who unexpectedly bought another gift, a set of perfume (those mix-n-match type).

last of all, my dearest who went with us though its his mum's bday. i thought it was on the 18th but i guess i was 1 day late. we had a talk on sat. but i guess it wasnt finished. some problems are still not solved. but these 2 days, things are picking up. oh wells. there's only 2 outcomes in a relationship but i hope for the better one.

a pity i brought along camera but not a single photo was taken.

my 2 piggys and my banana missed out the celebration but its alrights. i feel surrounded by your wishes too. =]

im nearing finish to making the photos for the respective people who will get photos made by me. uniquely the 1st and only photo you peepz will ever get. nobody on earth is going to get a similar one. haha. i got to go wash out the photos or i'll be running late.

tomorrow's going to be my birthday~ and also our 1st month anniversary. so i'll be meeting him. i was thinking the past few days whether we will be able to make it to the 1st month but i guess less than 24hrs later, we are going to make it for sure.

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pictures of my bday present. still lack of the Guess watch though.

wallet by my sis; KL & XY
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;i'll update the other presents next time.

the pictures for the respective people i made for.

for XY & KL
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for XY

for KL

for SM

for angie

i dont have much photos for the others. so... too bad.... =P

3 words for you for every day we are together. I love you.

-Signed Off @ 10:30 AM

Friday, December 16, 2005

its friday again. weekend's here. thank god. finally a week of work is finish.

oh wells. thanks for the concern i have got from frens. KL. XY. Angie the 38 and SM + their the other half.

im fine. just goin' to be fine. i'll just use this 3 weeks to cool down.

tml's my early bday celebration. i most probably wont be celebrating on my actual bday. so tml's program is King Kong after work and probably pop down to newton circus for supper. the amount of ppl going 20 ? ohhh.. seems alot.

anw. thanks to angie the bitch for helping me organise. Appreciated. and also very unluckily, SM's waken up every morning to discuss with mrs lee on my bday. *touched*

my earliest bday pressie of the yr is a Bruen Buffel(forgot how to spell). given by my sis. KL and XY. i rem having the picture somewhr. god damned it. cant find it anywhere. nvm. i shall post it up with my other pressie.

as for my earliest x mas gift. a i-dunno-how-to-say-what-it-is decorative item by Mrs Lee.
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long-time-ago-want-to-post photo of my phone
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thats all folks. im pretty tired to blog. have no idea what to blog really. so thats probably all.

applied for leave on the 20th and 21st. to rest and relax. God. pls give me a pleasant december. a white christmas~

-Signed Off @ 7:59 PM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

im definitely not in the mood to blog. but i got to find somewhere to rant. im going nuts at this rate.

my headache's bugging me for the past 2 days and its killin' me. argh! and it's not getting any better. more and more problems coming up. im really breaking down.

within just a month. or should i say not even a month. we are already having problems. or am i the one creating all this problems.

never treat a girl too nice right at the start or when you start to get lazy, the girl will sense something's wrong. i tried to be the good gf doing what i should be do. but something is still wrong. SO wrong.

the stress level im having is really getting too high. everytime you say you chose me 'cause i understand you best always makes me wonder is that the only reason we are together. i really dont know where we are going at this rate.

im tired and sick. but you dont even bother nor care. do you even know in the 1st place. i wonder. it seems the whole world knows it before you do. the care and concern i need is what im not getting from you. so whats the difference between having you and being single.

you said we couldnt work out the last time 'cause we weren't prepared. so why are we having these problems now ? i dont know. i really dont know. why is it whenever im angry, you never bothered.

you are the main cause why my headache's not healing. im having sleepless nights. and i HATE it so much.

the chance's till 12am. the choice's yours.

im sick and tired of all these.

-Signed Off @ 12:11 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005

2 movies in a row last week. The descent on friday while Aeon Flux's on saturday.

the descent was bloody and yes, the typical type of gore show except that there's Gollum alike creatures popping out once in a while scaring people with their sudden entrance and just eating flesh. one word to describe = gross. watch it if you like it.

saturday was another day of work at shang which unexpectedly turned out well. probably the 1st time having a good time at shang after so long. relax and serve. thats all. no rushing. no stupid partners. no cockup station. everything went so well. and so, my mood was pretty good that day.

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23 days has passed. i'm having some doubts but i'm trying to hold it down. does he really love me ? or did he just chose me 'cause i understood him best.

i wonder... i really do...

-Signed Off @ 10:16 AM

Friday, December 09, 2005

My gift to him on our 1st anniversary thats still far. thank god he don't read my blog or it won't be a surprise anymore.

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haha. oh man. im nearly dying of laughter.

take a look at this man.

http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/2005/07/screw-ruhua-this-is-new-sex.html

LK sent it to me on msn. and i cant stop laughing ever since. LOL

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finally meeting up with my piggy KL tonight. we shall have dinner @ CCK. wait for my dearest to finish work before heading to the movies. tonight we shall watch descent. a whole group of couples though my dear XY's not going. tomorrow night after work shall be Aeon Flux. haha.

its MOVIE TIME !!!!!!

-Signed Off @ 2:48 PM

Thursday, December 08, 2005

I HATE WORKING ! I REALLY DO !

give me a break will you ? finally its thursday. endure 1 and a 1/2 day more.

-Signed Off @ 11:58 AM

Monday, December 05, 2005

got my pay last friday. BUT half of it is gone by now. 'cause of my new fone and savings. but nvm, i still have NEARLY of my pay left. i got lots of things i want to buy and need to buy. presents and lots of it. im going to be real freaking broke. went to an art 'n' craft shop @ taka last fri. walking around and bought some art materials for my 1st mth anni pressie. seriously, i hate doing stuffs like this but i love to create pictures from photoshop. =]

last sat was a total wreck. my mood was super BAD. probably due to girl's stuff every month, i couldn't control my temper. work @ shang last sat was a total screw-up. everything went so wrong and i was running like hell. i didn't even had a single break like i always did. it was totally terrible. didn't get any better after work. pissed over people not confirming whether they watching the movie then results in lack of tix. i really felt like killing people last sat. we watched Prime btw. and it was... i have not much idea about it 'cause i wasn't really concentrating on the movie. i was probably half slping. i have no idea whats the ending if you were to ask me now. had a lift home from jason with the rest.

a tired and unlucky day's what to describe saturday.

sunday was as always the same. spent slping. watching vcds. the kind of pleasure i rarely get nowadays. been going out after work almost everyday these days.

enough of talkin and here's some photos of my short hair plus pictures taken from my new fone. =]

at my uncle's office. when nobody's ard. LOL. =Pp
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here's another one
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see ! before going to shang and work on sat, i WAS smiling. after thats, another story.
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how come his face's even redder than me when i put blusher and he didn't. Opps. Mrs Lee's watching this. =Pp
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camera testing. he was just trying out the camera. haha.
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and finally, here's my beloved.
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thats about all. i guess i gotta get back to work. in case you all didn't know, i usually use work time to blog. haha. so im actually slacking. i sure know how to enjoy. haha.

-Signed Off @ 3:13 PM

Friday, December 02, 2005

lalala~ im so happy. i bought a new fone. panasonic X800. one that i really like. thanks to my beloved. but im having trouble finding ringtones. symbian OS just like any other nokia phone, precisely the reason why i like this fone. outlook's so stylish. i love this phone really. but guess wad, the problem is its battery life totally sucks big time believe it or not. Or is it because i always don't charge it full ? and i want to upload the photos in my fone but i cant seem to be able to do it.

so there's like a few changes in just a couple of weeks. luck's probably changing better for me.

1. i got my beloved boy with me now. so im a happy busy girl who don't spend much time with him. still, he loves me and i know it. =Pp

2. i got a haircut. the most daring step i have taken apart from the perming incident which totally sucks big time. hard to accept and worse of all, the fact is.. the permed hair me is ugly. but now the hair's great and i'm lovin' it. to accomodate my boy's baby face, i had betta change my hairstyle. ha!

3. lastly, i got a new fone. thanks to the contribution of my boy too. all was in a rush and he wasn't really happy 'cause i didnt told him earlier or he'll be able to find the one i actually wanted which is panasonic VS3. but all the same, i got not much complaints abt my current phone.

anyways. yesterday was actually our official date alone (something he wanted for so long). we went to catch Saw 2. which was not bad with a well planned storyline. i do admire the way he plan each death. a master indeed. but the show's pretty gross if you see the way the horrible way they died. after the movie, we went walking here n there aimlessly. sat outside borders for a little talking. went into borders to look for books. he's happy he got a gf who loves books too or he'll be walking inside borders alone. we kept walking in rounds after that before we finally managed to get a cab at far east. and by the time we got into one, i was sweating like hell. thats why i hate exercising. sweat = yucks ! and he sent me home which happens so rarely (i got no complaints ok). =]

i guess for the whole of today, i have been trying hard to look for ringtones, themes and etc for my phone which turned out to be a futile effort. could no longer take it and thus, settled for starhub's $2.50 per ringtone. which is like fucking expensive and the ringtone isn't even complete. wtf~ but nvm, at least those are much better than the lousy default ringtone in it which sucks really.

it seems this months there's lots of people's birthday too. and yes, x'mas also round the corners. im goin' to be real broke again. thus, explains why i'm going back to shang this sat to work and get tortured once more.i got lots of pressies to buy.

how am i going to celebrate my birthday. i really wish to keep it simple. but its kinda impossible you see. bday cum anni. i wanna celebrate with my frens without neglecting my boy. but i hav different grps of frens. to be exact 3. and i don't plan to see one of the grp but my banana's there. help me think. what shld i do.

isn't my life great now ? my boy adds spice to my life. can't stop smiling. =]

-Signed Off @ 11:26 AM