about the girl.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

why do couples always quarrel. its really damn irritating when i see it happen right in front of me and now its always happening to me every now and then. it seems there's no stop to it. every little thing can start the spark.

im not angry with you when i see those messages alright. its just that you just keep creating hope for her so how is she going to get over you. im just upset 'cause you dont see it my way and when you want to thrash things out, i didnt want to though ultimately we will talk things out eventually. its just because im just sad that she's not moving on with life. honestly speaking, zw still tells me stupid things like he wants me but at least i know he's talking rubbish and he never meant anything. im not saying you are doing this to her but you are giving her hope in one way or another. why cant you get the point and your mood have to take such a big turn. now we are not talking AGAIN. its just mere days since we last had our war. and you know what, i had a dream last night, in fact it was a bad one. even worse, i remember whats the dream about. its about you telling me that you cant take it anymore and you are going to break up with me on a certain date which i cant rem. look. tell me what to do. i really dont know. even telling you how i feel in a joking way seems to be a problem. its because i just dont want to strain things that i find isnt much of a BIG problem. well, we just dont get each other's point. whatever.

P.S. Dont ask anything.

-Signed Off @ 11:33 PM