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Monday, April 17, 2006

ok. i haven on my com for like the past 1 week definitely. everyday work from morning till night for 7 days. im DEAD BEAT. GOD DAMN tired. tmr i HAVE to put myself off. cant take it anymore.

well. just started full time @ shang on the 10th Apr. what can i say. a good and bad choice. the only good point is that i have at least found a full time job. the bad pointS which is too many to name covers any good point it has. the long working hours, the amount of stress, the pitiful amount of time i can slp and the constant irritation from everybody is driving me nuts really. everyday before i can have my 2-3 hrs of slp, i will keep thinking of what i have not done and what i have to do tmr and also plan how to teach KL the next day. i guess my brain cells are all probably dead by now.

and yeah, i just read KL's blog. one thing i dont like to work with friends is that things will surely turn sour. what isaac said is true, i might end up losing a fren if i get KL to come in. but at least she can get away from that damned place for the time being without worrying abt no $$. but im a work is work, friend is friend person. i dont like mixing things up. its like jess and rach, i can tell them straight and ask them to do things 'cause this is what the managers want. but to KL, i have to refrain myself in order not to spoil the friendship. so its tough. and with the amount of stress i get everyday from the bosses and casual labours, i will surely flare up someday.

lastly, as a full timer in shang now. i practically have NO time at all to slp so i dont even have to think about going out. whenever my part timer cant work, i have to slog my hearts out. work the whole day EVERYDAY. so whats with the OT im going to get ? i might even die first. this is just a joke though. and also, i got no time to reply smses, calls. haii. tell me what kind of life i have now. seems like after i finish with this blog, i feel like i have made a bad choice but nevetheless, i shall stick to it for the time being.

Fuck! only mon and sat off and i haven even get my medical checkup done.

-Signed Off @ 1:28 AM