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i dont feel like working
the level of stress eating into me is too much that its killing me
im practically at the point of breakdown these few days that i cried out of anger and fustration
i can't believe that he has became my worst enemy at shang
i have beared with it for these few days trying to understand his stand. but enough is enough. its too much.
im not going to elaborate further 'cause this is going to cause any conflict between them. and its the last thing i want to do.
isaac say i made a wrong choice of telling her. maybe i did.
i feel like im losing my friends one by one.
i dont feel much concern from anybody and all i feel is pressure and stress.
tmr's my off day and i cant find a single person to go out with so im stayin home.
had a "lecturing" session by mark today. 'bout favoritism and lousy communication between clerks. what can i do. he dont even take the time to hear what i had to say.
i cant get to choose when to off 'cause there's nobody to take over me esp during weekends.
i cant go out 'cause i got no time and no friends to go out with.
i got no life at all nowadays.
just these 2 weeks have made me feel so depressed.
maybe i did made a wrong choice working here.
and i dont know why i have this blog. i cant write everything i feel here. haiiii