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Im totally drained of all energy and health from work. I cant imagine why i work so hard. Esp at shang. i used to be someone who dont feel obligated to work or feel any responsibilty. thus, i have lots of MCs and excuses to skip work. But nowadays i just work non stop. even on my off days or when im off duty, i'll still be checking on things.
1 good Eg. is last friday, i spend ard 2 hrs from 1 plus - 3 plus doing the bookings for next week at RY's hse. 'cause i was off yest. so better finish with the stuffs before sleeping.
yesterday wasnt of much rest also. slept till ard 5 in the afternoon yet i still feel so tired. probably because i haven been sleeping well and enough for the past 2 weeks. dont sleep enough 'cause i only have less than 5 hrs to sleep each day since im always like workin more than 16 hrs a day. dont sleep well 'cause i have a damn inconsiderate sister who likes to do her things while chatting at the middle of the night so with her mouse clicking away, keyboard tapping away and the lights on, i can hardly sleep.
now im at work but im late. supposed to start at 7 but i came at 830. 'cause im still freaking TIRED.
went to celebrate TS's birthday yesterday but it turned out to be a disaster. TS wasnt happy when he saw alicia, refused to blow the cake she bought, refused her present. in the end, everyone was not happy. alicia walked away herself, so i had a hard time finding her and i got pissed off as well. and with people saying they want to go home so
i SO want to watch Da Vinci Code. wanted to watch it yesterday but hell, it was sold out from 9 plus all the way to 1 plus in the morning. how am i to watch those midnight shows in the middle of the night when im working 7 today.