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Thursday, August 31, 2006

YUP ! SUPER DUPER long since i last blogged. reason being im packed with work and also, my internet's down 'cause i forgot to pay the bill. Ha ! and guess wad, im tapping into ppl's wireless in order to blog this entry. this is a so deserved it entry that i have to write.

'CAUSE IM GOING TO COMMENT ON ANGIE TING YAU JUAN SINCE SHE LIKES TO MAKE PPL IRRITATED AND PISSED OFF. YOU STEPPED ON MY TOES WHEN YOU BULLY MY FREN WITH WORDS AND YOU LIKE TO TALK ABOUT ME IN YOUR BLOG RIGHT SO HERE'S TO YOU....

i feel so shiok when i tagged at XY's blog. haha! 'cause i know idiots like angie will read abt it and broadcast it to EVERYBODY and badmouth about me to EVERYBODY including my friends. Haha. stupid ! always saying that she's not fake in front of people and always frank. YEAH YEAH ! "SO TRUE" ah ! and well, its my mouth right so i have the rights to say whatever i want. Stop acting like you are good friends with everyone lah. trying to pull my friends towards you ah. ask them go swim with you. SO FAT of cause need to exercise lah. think i dont know you everytime bad mouth behind me saying that JT is being bullied by me blah blah blah. so scared i'll bully her then ask her stay away from us lah. One fine day she dont have friends, it will be all because of you. Oh yah, and you said that no wedding good ah ! i hope you wont have anyone who ever wants to get married with you. Everytime blog about your own stupid comments or ALWAYS blog about you quarrel with LL then ok. you think ppl got nothing better to do but read about you quarrels ah. NOT HAPPY THEN BREAK UP WITH HIM LOR. since this is your KIND of thinking what. and 1 last thing, ITS ME who dont give a damn looking at YOU when you came in the room on my sis's bday. 'cause i guess it will probably spoil my eyes. HA !

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alrights. enough of that sickening idiot.

as predicted, janet cant survive in the office so she's out. lucky alicia's back to help rachel. at least i have 1 thing lesser to worry. im going in KL later so its no MICHELLE in SG for 5 days. HAHA.

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And to my SEOW DING DONG, everything will be fine. your friends are always with you mentally even if they're not able to physically. WE love YOU !

-Signed Off @ 5:17 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

as predicted, this week's packed with work. in fact even more work. 'cause mark's on leave and he doesnt forget to torture me with more work when he goes on leave.

sometimes i dont understand, why certain people like MY dont like to clarify things before they start telling other people ? do they like to create misunderstandings out of nothing ? whereas some people like angie like to give stupid comments, when the thing doesnt even concern her. argh. cant be bothered with stupid ppl. i am already fed up with so much work and so much problems like planning of rooms and A's stupid bf. i have really enough of all this shit. i dont even feel like saying much in this blog. its just stupid explaining all this. friends should understand. imagine i am trying to forget about A's incident and next min, somebody call me telling me i should not do this or that and asked why i asked her to leave the office. how will you feel ? fucked-up. especially when i did no such thing.

i shall say just this last time. i usually wont reply smses during work when its something personal unless its urgent. and i tend to forget to reply after seeing the msg when im busy but that doesnt mean im ending a friendship like MY says. and i should make a point i NEVER ever treat friends' smses as unimportant 'cause im not such a person. friends are always higher rank than even my bf. thats why i think maybe im making a mistake when my friends dont understand me after so long. and probably she mis-interpret me when i say i WONT answer private no calls as unimportant calls from friends. its just so fustrating. if you dont understand what i mean, ask before you go around telling ppl. stop helping me create more and more problems when i already have loads. maybe i should stay away from her and stop telling her any more things. in case she goes around telling people ANOTHER story.

I AM SO FUSTRATED. over work and everything. Argh. nvm. whoever's reading understand means you understand if not, i dont want to explain any further also.

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lucky these 2 days XY working. at least got ppl to talk to sometimes though im busy in the office all the time. waited for me from 4pm to 7pm yesterday. actually i could go off early yesterday one but last min loads of things pop up and i got to stay back. haii. now im already having headache about finding staffs for Sep. the whole month's fully packed. and next week's already getting busy. got to finish everything before i go KL and when i come back, i got a big war to fight.

May God bless me.

lucky baby's back from his KL meeting.

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anyway, here's to my dearest SEOW DING DONG !! HEY !! SEOW SEOW !! Look over here !!

HAPPPPPY 20th BIIRRRTHDDDAAAYYYYYYY TTTOOOO YOUUUU !!!!!!

you still owe me a meal. Hee.

-Signed Off @ 10:17 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

its been days or probably weeks since i last wrote a real entry.

shang's DnD night's over last week. went for the 2 days which is on 7th & 8th.

went for the fitting already. chose a simple dress. bought a heels to go along with it. =)

bought the wedding present already. another load off my mind.

everyday's packed with work, baby sending me to and fro work, watching dvds at home. thats how i pass my time these days. everything's going smoothly i guess. apart from that setback in lilfe just not long ago, nothing much has changed. life still goes on. the same question is back in my mind : why am i keeping a blog when i dont say what im actually thinking deep inside. probably this is just a superficial blog telling ppl of my life. thats all. nothing about my inner feelings anymore. its not personal. oh nvm, its just a small thought of mine.

just came back from lot 1 after work. went to eat sushi with my sis, baby, TS and hilman. and so coincidently we saw A and KL. and yes, they most probably saw us. we didnt say hi and just pretended not to see each other. "friends" the very word i should ponder about. who exactly is our friends and who are the ones who will not betray you nor lie to you. im wondering. who can i count on nowadays. 1 bad experience already make me hate the whole world for it and now there comes another 1 . (you all wont know what i mean and i dont want to explain either). my mind just starts thinking about all this, maybe i shouldnt treat friends as the biggest part of my life when my friends dont do the same thing. i guess its only fair i should use the time more on my family and baby.

mark's on leave tmr onwards till next week i think. i tot it was going to be great since he's not around. who knows he has already planned lots of things for me to do. and i mean ALOT. i guess me and erwin's going to suffer. work has not been so great lately and the pressure is coming down on me again. my clerks' are giving me trouble, doing the wrong things and im getting the blame. and in the end, i still got to pick up the shit they left over. sometimes i even re-do everything myself to ensure its correct. life's tough. whats more, september is coming. IMF ! the scary month. janet the full time clerk aint helping much. in fact she's doing the opposite if you know what i mean. OH GOD ! pls help me ! =(

got to start planning my work in order to go for the wedding end of the month.

The wedding's coming~

-Signed Off @ 10:13 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

so many things happened this 2 days making me so pissed off. im tired of repeating so i shall not do it here again. all because of that damned pervertic motherfucker.

anyway, today went for the last gathering for hengwei before he go NS. all went well until that CB kia call me.

it was supposed to be a happy event yet it turned out like this. im loss for words. enough said and enough done.

haven been in a good mood lately and baby have to put up with me these days. hard on him i know but i cant do much. i try to smile but im too tired to do so.

nvm. im not talking sense here. its totally meaningless. i guess im going to bed then. Chaoz!

-Signed Off @ 1:31 AM