Monday, August 14, 2006
its been days or probably weeks since i last wrote a real entry.
shang's DnD night's over last week. went for the 2 days which is on 7th & 8th.
went for the fitting already. chose a simple dress. bought a heels to go along with it. =)
bought the wedding present already. another load off my mind.
everyday's packed with work, baby sending me to and fro work, watching dvds at home. thats how i pass my time these days. everything's going smoothly i guess. apart from that setback in lilfe just not long ago, nothing much has changed. life still goes on. the same question is back in my mind : why am i keeping a blog when i dont say what im actually thinking deep inside. probably this is just a superficial blog telling ppl of my life. thats all. nothing about my inner feelings anymore. its not personal. oh nvm, its just a small thought of mine.
just came back from lot 1 after work. went to eat sushi with my sis, baby, TS and hilman. and so coincidently we saw A and KL. and yes, they most probably saw us. we didnt say hi and just pretended not to see each other. "friends" the very word i should ponder about. who exactly is our friends and who are the ones who will not betray you nor lie to you. im wondering. who can i count on nowadays. 1 bad experience already make me hate the whole world for it and now there comes another 1 . (you all wont know what i mean and i dont want to explain either). my mind just starts thinking about all this, maybe i shouldnt treat friends as the biggest part of my life when my friends dont do the same thing. i guess its only fair i should use the time more on my family and baby.
mark's on leave tmr onwards till next week i think. i tot it was going to be great since he's not around. who knows he has already planned lots of things for me to do. and i mean ALOT. i guess me and erwin's going to suffer. work has not been so great lately and the pressure is coming down on me again. my clerks' are giving me trouble, doing the wrong things and im getting the blame. and in the end, i still got to pick up the shit they left over. sometimes i even re-do everything myself to ensure its correct. life's tough. whats more, september is coming. IMF ! the scary month. janet the full time clerk aint helping much. in fact she's doing the opposite if you know what i mean. OH GOD ! pls help me ! =(
got to start planning my work in order to go for the wedding end of the month.
The wedding's coming~
