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OH com'on. WHY on the earth cant we have like 48 hrs hours a day ? then i would have like 12 hrs for myself instead of the miserable 4-5 hrs each day, apart from the 12 hrs spent at work.
i SO want to COMPLAIN 3 or more things !!!
1. i'm OVERWORKED
2. i'm VERY OVERWORKED!!
3. i'm SO SO SO OVERWORKED !
as a matter of fact, i have been complaining abt this for ages but nothing comes out of it. i want more TIME ! more time to spend with my precious friend and baby(who has been hinting me lately not spending time with him). and most importantly more time to myself !
i can't believe i have stooped down to level of shopping online instead of visiting the real malls. just imagine i leave my house each day when its dark and enter SLS aka my 2nd home, and when i leave, its DARK AGAIN ! practically no life man ! i used to be a night owl for goodness sake, not sleeping till its dawn and wake up when its BRIGHT BRIGHT AFTERNOON. sleeping half my life through. and compare it to NOW, less than 5 hrs of sleep. probably explains why i'm getting real sick more often. just thinking back, i used to fake MCs in school and now i can't even take mc when i'm really sick makes me feel like i'm a loser. =(
i'm REALLY BORED. SICK OF WORKING ! i wanna be a tai tai, shopping everyday; watching movies; enjoy good food and life of cus; and finally, SLEEP ALL i want. but its not quite possible nowadays. TELL ME WHAT TO DO.
this is like the zillionth time i tried to blog ever since God knows when i last tried. finally successful and all this points to the fact that i'm OVERWORKED. i know i never fail to seize the opportunity to complain non stop but hey, its a form of stress relief if it even works. even though i complain for the zillionth time, i guess i could still survive it out till i get the 2 bonus despite the shitty OTs (yeah, i know ! i get paid for that, YA YA YA), the shitty people i got to work with, the shitty job scope and the never ending problems that comes with work. money aside, i can't seem to find any reason to stay on. yet i'm lazy to find another job. i wanna pursue my ambition as a air stewardess but damn SIA for wanting a Local Poly Diploma and Japan Airlines for wanting somebody who can speak Japanese. Hey, its stupid alright. everybody knows ENGLISH is the international language . Duhz.
Oh yah ! DAMN THE HAZE. making me sneeze and cough. CURSE the tree-burners !
and also the government who deducted 700 bucks from my account on the 20th Oct. DAMN YOU.
i think i need some kind of therapy.