Thursday, May 31, 2007
before the war is going to start in a few hours time, i better blog some things before my blog goes dead again.
nowadays work is full of funny nonsense. just few days ago, we have idiots who get banned 'cause apparently she say she dont understand english and she dont know that she cant print voucher for her friend which is a pretty stupid excuse. therefore = Banned ! then on wed, a china jerk was caught, apparently he is cheating money out of his fellow china people. a real asshole cause he charge them 50 bucks EACH just for introducing them to shang. WTH~ i wonder where did his conscious went. how could he ? there's bound to be retribution for fuckers like these.
anyways, as i was saying, IISS is coming again and just in a matter of hours. i should be sleeping at this time and i'm going to VERY SOON. i'm going to stay in shang for the next couple of days, until the 7th to be exact IF the room is ready for us. DAMN the front office for losing our home use room request form, made me raise another one AGAIN. MORONS~ just finished packing my bag and played Grando Espada from like 5pm ? haha. anyway, i stocked up some movies on my hard disk to watch after i finish work. LOL... seems more like a holiday ah~
IM DEFINITELY NOT GETTING ENOUGH REST !!! and i wont be getting any for the next few days either. haii.. why am i torturing myself.
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well, i wonder sometimes we are just deluding ourselves. much things has happened lately, and problems come one after another. they pretty like to line themselves up and start showing up one after another, an irritating fact indeed. when i say its time to give up, have my heart really given up ? i really dont know. being single is definitely better for me but loneliness tends to take over sometimes, probably 'cause there was always somebody around when you needed them when you are attached. Now, things has changed and it wont turn back to the past. haii.. KL, i understand how you are going through, the feeling of not wanting to give up something that has been there for so long.. but i guess when its time to let go, we have to let go....
i wish i could also stop thinking about all this and lead back the simple single life....
