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yours truly.
mich.
20 dec 1986
some normal girl.

wishing for.

psp slim red.
 new laptop.
 WII
creative zen 16GB.
 more overseas trips.
sony cybershot T200 red.
nintendo DS lite red.

the buds.

alvin foong.
chel.
dione.
fel.
gabby.
hidayat.
jasmin.
jojo.
joanne.
jolynn.
jo lye.
kooch.
lar-leng.
lisa.
meiqing.
mich ong.
pauline.
rachel.
qixiang.
sooeng.
sweehai.
syl.
weirdy zhiyong.
wenli.
xinyi.

pour out your woes.


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xia xue.

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Monday, July 23, 2007

really confused now.

he's good

he's nice

he's handsome

everything a girl would want.

but though i hate to admit it(someone who always speaks different from what her heart thinks)

i have to admit,

i dont love him as much.

he seems to be shelter where i can hide myself from the past failed relationship just indulging in the happiness that he has been giving me.

but, my heart is shouting out its protests. that i shouldn't be treating him as a substitute just because the 2 of them are so much alike.

just what should i do ? my heart's failing me.

and to find out another fact has made me even more vunerable.

we really had a nice talk last night, 1 that has been overdue for so long ever since we broke up.

just like the past before we got together, i'm missing the past.

and there we were, jokingly blaming each other for the breakup.

and there we are, each with another different half now.

-Signed Off @ 4:25 PM