Thursday, July 26, 2007
time to update all those happening that went on for the few days.
guess i'm not a really good girl, am i ?
broke up with botak on mon and patch back with ZH on that same day.
many will ask how could i ? how could i hurt another person ?
well, this patching back has indeed hurt a few people. he hurt some while i hurt some, just for the sake of love and not being able to forget.
used all kinds of means and ways to deny the fact that i still couldn't forget.
even to the point of trying out someone else but who knows, what is not meant to be can never be.
so its better to hurt him now than later. definitely dont wish to tell him that i actually dont love him after he throw himself deeper into the relationship.
just cant understand why did he had to go and call wen to tell her those things. WHY!
another thing made me feel even worse. the idea of hurting her was really terrible. i never meant to. and i never want to lose her. the feeling really sucks and i hate it!
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on a brighter note, we are finally back together. =)
and i love him, even more than before.
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have not been sleeping well and enough for these past few days. same goes for my baby.
went to catch invisible target (NICE and FUNNY) on mon then went to his hse to sleep over. ended up watching dvd @ his hse and went to bed only at 3 plus.
woke up at 6 plus to go work. poor boy had to fetch me there and reach his workplace early.
tue was mum's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! I DEFINITELY LOVE YOU though i always like to disturb you. had our little family dinner @ Sunshine Place as usual and told them about the breakup plus the patch back.
well, i guess it's important to tell them.
and yesterday was probably the happiest day my baby had.
finally got his new car and he was grinning from ears to ears the whole night.
is it time to get back to my theory tests and start learning driving ? Kinda lazy actually.
went to Cine to watch Black Sheep with him & my sis. initial plan was to watch Die Hard 4 but tickets sold out so just watch anything. the movie kinda sucks!
after movie, headed back to shang to fetch RY and Biggy Ears to eat durians @ Geylang.
not as nice as the previous time but i guess it was still alright.
finally reached home sweet home at 3 in the morning. just imagine the sleepy face @ work.
cant get up to work every morning and i've to drag myself outta bed but my butt just wants to get stuck to the bed.
and today,
went to meet lao lye @ Raffles City for our SUPER-LATE lunch @ Out Of the Pan.
Chicken Noodles and Strawberry Crepe. YUMMY YUMMY! DELICIOUS!
walked around MPH and started discussing about Harry Potter.
speaking of that, the last book's finally out and i bought it on tue.
SO GONNA finish it FAST! after i complete the library books my sis and i borrowed.
took the mrt @ 530pm and only reached CCK @ 630pm.
freaking 1 hour sleeping in the mrt till my butt wants to protest.
i cant imagine the picture with my head swinging here and there without support and my eyes not opening throughout the whole journey. Totally no image left i guess.
Thats how tired i am.
but i guess i still cant compare to my dearest who is working @ shang now. not enough sleep and he forgot he was supposed to be working at shang today.
guess my updates are done. and i got to get back to my books.
today's supposed to be our 1 yr and 1 mth anniversary IF we didn't broke up.
But well, there's more months to come and compensate for the time we lost. =)
