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my room's in a real mess now.
clothes all strewn around on my bed and old clothes that i wanna dump is all thrown around on my floor.
thats the half-result of clearing my wardrobe to make space for clothes that i wear nowadays which i think wont even hold up half of it.
usually i will be hecked 'bout all this issues and let the room be what it always looks. MESSY! but i'm real bored and i REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE GOING OUT!
i just got the off day to stay at home. which is kinda weird when i should be out there accompanying him. but i just haven't got used to it yet.
still the same old me. Freedom freak.
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i went to bed like 3 plus in the morning okay and i woke up at 1240pm. Damn that phone call that rang like no idea how long till i couldnt take it. so i was awake and on my laptop. surfed friendster and people's blog since last night for dont know how many freaking times. i gave up eventually and started watching shows. went back to bed at 1 plus 2, hoping to wake up at 3 to call Mac but who knows i only woke up at 5 plus.
and yeah, i still ordered Mac. McChicken Meal UpsizeD, McNuggets + McFlurry. which as usual, gave the nuggets to my brother 'cause i couldn't finish it and McFlurry is still in the fridge with so many mouths wanting to devour it. haha. lucky nobody dares to eat it YET!
DAMN! i better get back to packing.
Perhaps i dont love you so deep YET.
Perhaps my defense is still up unknowingly 'cause you hurt me in the past.
Perhaps i haven't trust you completely YET.