about the girl.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

slept till 2 in the afternoon.
started playing around with facebook and talked to KN.
before heading to shang to do my clearance.
'cause NO CLEARANCE = NO $$$

when i reach there, saw zam & wan.
they started telling me how hard it is to be still working in BQT.
poor thing.
went to HR and started going around other departments,
people start asking me why i leave.
anyways, Charmaen the credit manager ask me to go Accts and work.
say its afterall office hours, alt saturdays off.
pay probably around 1.5 or 1.6k.
best of all, i'll still be getting my bonus.
its good offer and even erwin ask me to go for it.
bobby and florence from HR also ask me to go for it.
but i'm still having my doubts on starting so soon.
then again, i guess its goin to be a new experience
and 'bout learning more new things in a totally new aspect.
so should i go for it ?

she ask me to go for an interview/chat on friday.
if its confirmed, i'll be starting next monday.
SO FAST!
but then, i got no $$ left too.
plus they're holding back my pay + OT.
i want my $$$.

so guys, should i go for it ?
is it too soon ?
haiiz.

anyways, after doing clearance,
help them finish the PH OT update for the last time,
and taught the KEN IT (the lousy guy Chris Ho that FAT PIG introduce)
lousy crap! teach until i want to vomit blood.
LOUSY PAPAYA!
then erwin asked me to go Shang Palace for their opening food tasting.
WOW!
i must say its GOOD!
bring your family down next time.
the peking duck & shark's fin was BAGUS~
the avocado dessert was also not bad.
and for someone like me who hates fish,
i must say the fish was really FRESH!
while i was eating, my poor sweetheart was waiting for me downstairs alone for near 1 hr.
SO SORRY my poor sweetheart!

after SP dinner,
both of us headed to bugis to meet RY & joey for steamboat.
haha! i'm a greedy monster!
yesterday didn't managed to eat steamboat,
today die die must eat.
the steamboat was good!

thats all for today.
tmr biggy ears should be coming down to my house
IF she can wake up.
might be watching Halloween tmr.
LAO LYE see liao not ?
call us tmr ah !

shall continue watching Gong S.

-Signed Off @ 2:05 AM

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

mood: bored

well. just reach home.

wanted to have steamboat for dinner tonight.
that was why i deny myself of maggie mee when i woke up.
but my dumb sweetheart just have to be SO CLEVER to lock himself out of the car
by putting his keys in the boot.
=(
thus, we were already late for movies.
so i had to give up my steamboat.

headed to shang 'cause he wanted to cash out,
saw nancy & nadiah in the office,
poor girls.
saw that shorty new Asst F&B Director Gupta talking to zam.
halim say he changed ALOT of things esp the roster.
he's working at 6pm tmr, not 6am.
pretty shocked indeed.
saw people that i onced banned coming to work.
*wordless*
just wait till these people creates trouble AGAIN.
i give up.

our next location,
Cineleisure.
met up with RY & my sis.
had our dinner @ the foodcourt. lousy food.
happened to saw botak and his NS friends perhaps.
watched "The Seeker"
wasnt that bad.
'bout how a small boy was actually someone different.
someone who had the power to save the whole world. blah blah blah.
saw quite a few movies i wanna watch.

1. Beowulf
2. 30 Days of Night
3. The Golden Compass

and damn! i missed Balls of Fury.

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i'm so bored.
i spent the whole afternoon playing around with facebook.
i'll never touch it if i was still working.
sure no time.
but now ?
HAHA

-Signed Off @ 1:08 AM

Monday, October 29, 2007

time now : 245am in the morning.

currently eating tom yum cup noodles & drinking my all-time fav coke.

watching some old time show from TCS on channel 8 now

while uploading some photos to multiply.

so bored.

got to go shang tmr and do my clearance
or else i'm not going to get my pay.

suddenly got a craving for steamboat.
the thought of it makes me hungry.

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alright girls. grab the photos from my multiply!

-Signed Off @ 2:46 AM

Sunday, October 28, 2007

alrights finally uploaded the photos!

time to blog 'bout banana's bday.

RY came n fetch us to find jun jie first @ clarke quay.
have to do a balloon archway for his fren.
had fun using the helium blow up balloons one by one.
then we went to funan to pick up my laptop but, the shop was closed by 7pm.
next we acc RY to send stocks for his mum @ around Jalan Besar.
passed by Little India and had our piece of fun laughing
and taking photos with the balloon apple.

next, we finally reach the destination of the day.
Newton Food Centre.
spotted the bunch of them easily 'cause everybody was wearing yellow.
the moment we reach there,
cam-whoring started with the girls.

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then while waiting for the food to come, we continued cam-whoring...

then we proceeded to the cake cutting session.

whereby the bday girl become like this :

HAHAA!

it started with this:

awww~ she look @ the cake only, want to cry liao.

then we started singing out LOUD: Happy BIRTHDAY!

make a wish

then the "hamster" look came

finally a more decent look.

and after the sabotage happened,

her face look so funny and she's SO vulgar.

then we continued cam-whoring again.

then we started walking out.

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after dinner,
we sent the bday girl home then headed for movies ourselves.
watched Resident Evil 3: Extinction with RY, biggy ears & sweetheart.
its like finally we managed to watch this show.after hearing so much 'bout the show, i thought it'll be lousy.but it was actually not bad.
then sweetheart sent us home despite feeling so tired and lack of sleep.

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the next day, Saturday.
supposedly lao lye's & LL's clubbing celebration.
but i didn't go 'cause i got no more $$.
and i hate getting $$ from sweetheart. makes me feel so useless.
got no choice for now cause i'm jobless.
i want to look for some part time job while wasting my time away.

luckily RY went to shang and look for sweetheart
and we headed to JB to have supper.
but too bad lots of stalls are already closed.
so we went to his house first to install some softwares into my new laptop.
and finally ate our supper 'cum' breakfast @ some unknown place.
sent me home then the 2 tired pig headed back for sleep

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yes i know my dumb sweetheart will be looking here.
so i just wanna say i love you sweetheart.
thanks for sacrificing your sleep for the past few days,
just to accompany your jobless gf.
you're the best. =)

-Signed Off @ 11:27 PM

Friday, October 26, 2007

i'm so so so happy today but really tired.

woke up @ ard 2pm today.
headed to my aunt's house to dye and trim my hair
$50 gone.

after that went to Lot 1 to have my late lunch with biggy ears.
had sakae again. (had sakae with KL & KN on tue too!)
nice nice nice! eat till we were really VERY full.
after our meal, we headed to town for our manicure session.
searched high and low for hollywood secrets (went there once and it was good)
to only find out that it has closed down.
duhz!
just shows how long we lost touched with the outside world.
and who knows, we bumped into fang, FEL & lisa.
who was happily shopping around.
LOL!
we chat a while before looking for another shop to do our nails.
found a shop called Charme or something like that.
did a express manicure for $12. (now my nails are dark red) =)
and shape eye brows for another $12. (not worth it)
it was already 9pm when we were done,
looked for those shops that were still open.
bought myself a kappa shoes (thats alike Lao Lye's everlast one)
then a blue dress!
both cost $30 plus each.
only to find myself completely broke.

no work = no $$$
and there i was telling biggy ears.
we used to have $$ but no time.
now we have time but no $$$.

but i'm still so happy that i finally got to pamper myself after so long.

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let's rewind to yesterday.
my last day of work at shang.

it was a pretty quiet day actually.
as usual, the managers was running around like dogs,
due to the shortage of staffs.
even rui juan (ms ku ku) was the supervisor for state room.
and goodness, she doesnt read the change sheet even though i reminded her so many times.
thus, she didn't see the lunch venue changed to working lunch.
nothing was prepared. so i was pulled out to help out too.
then there i was the whole day rushing through all my things.
those unfinished business. changing of the casual labour data.
ended work only @ 1am.
was feeling abit sad 'bout leaving.
after work, sweetheart fetch us for supper @ 302. (even though he's SO tired)
finished our supper and quickly go home and fell dead on my bed.

actually went down to shang today to have a look.
saw nadiah's hair all messed up. so poor thing.
must been a real busy day.
heard that the staffs are came SUPER late.
work 7am came @ 5pm.
terrible bunch of people. yet the management couldn't do anything.
ban them and they got no staffs.
now they know how i felt.
also heard a guy clerk came in today.
actually saw his interview form yesterday.
but didn't know he will start today.
jason teo say he's seems to be introduced by chris ho that bloody fat ass.
i pity my casuals. all leaving cause of the mis-treatment.
so what if they're increasing the pay.
it'll only tempt the new staffs.
and there they are, kicking away the full timers.
all i can say will be,

BANQUET's dying.
due to lousy management.
and sometimes i just dont like the way biggy ears likes to defend erwin.
but what to do, she dont understand at times.
that these bosses are just bastards at times.

off to bed.
tmr's lao lye's bday celebration @ newton.
and i can collect my laptop tmr.
but how am i going to pay for it.
sian.

-Signed Off @ 3:09 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

as i count down again,

its my 2nd last day at work in shang.

finally, though i start feeling a bit of sadness here and there when i see the staffs there,
i am still as determined to leave.

i recieved 2 farewells gifts from 2 of my staffs.
*really touched*
it wasnt the price of the gift but the gesture that did it.
it was really sweet of them.
and the touching words asking us not to leave was really heart wrenching.
but still, leaving was and still is a good choice.
its time to move on.
but i'll really really miss the staffs there.

today erwin was asking where did all the staffs went.
i was telling him they've exams and whoever could come has come in a straight forward manner.
but well, as always he replied sarcastically saying if next tue he got a 400 pax dinner,
he's going to die of staff shortage la.
and i just replied YES.
its only left with 1 more day for you to blame us for staff shortage,
then you'll start feeling how hard it is to persuade staffs to work.
you can use your manager status but how long can you keep it up.
gotta start thinking for the staffs.

and suzie threatened him to leave if he puts her in admin,
and he cancelled her and put her back into service.
so he's letting nadiah die this week.
when we asked him, he said its not his fault. what can he do.
in a way, he was hinting it was our fault.
but who cares, it wasnt our fault and you cant rely on us always.
you all gotta start being independent and start realising how much work you throw to us.
with that meager pay.
oh please.

i dont wanna complain but why are you people always finding others to blame,
instead of looking at yourself.

i give up with these people.
but i got faith in our part timers still.
except those incorrigible idiots who are really idiots.

finish tomorrow's work and bye bye shangri-la.

nights everybody.
6am tmr again. cant be late again.

-Signed Off @ 11:49 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

counting down 3 more days to go...

the whole banquet is going down down down.

ali's gone i think. ameen say he tendered but he didnt show up for work
so the bosses ask him to leave 24hrs.
(why don't i get such good treatment, can leave straight away?)

i heard the bosses are all going to tender their resignation
and god knows for wad reasons.

everybody's just not in the right mood to work.
everyday's fighting a war.
just have to survive through 3 more days.
and we'll be considered WINNERS.

damn!
that day joshua was asking me to stay for 2 more days till friday.
is he mad or what ? i can't wait to leave and he wants me to stay.
and of cause, i turned him down .
not gonna be so stupid anymore.
it ain't helping myself but slowly killing myself.

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missed out resident evil yesterday AGAIN.
ended work only @ 2 plus in the morning
plus we were all tired
and sweetheart's gotta work @ 9am today.
plus ray yee ask us to wait for him to watch it.
so in the end we went for frog porridge at our usual haunt on biggy ears treat.
finally a full stomach after a day of hard work =D
die die no matter what, next week we must watch movies.
been missing out saturday late night movies
'cause of D&Ds for the past weekends. Damn it!
i still wanna watch balls of fury too one lor.

did i mention i recontracted my maxonline and got myself a new laptop again?
this time its a 30 months contract. duhz!
and its windows vista.
sian 1/2!
gotta start learning how to use it. upgrade the ram and etc...
and i'm getting it this friday.
YIPPEE!
and as i was drifting through the shops @ PS,
i realised i haven't been there for God knows how long.
so much changes.
and i saw a PSP Slim then the Creative ZEN.
latest mp3 player and i'm so so so want it SO MUCH.
and that day i was telling sweetheart that i'm more of a gadget person,
than a romantic love flowers & diamonds type of girl.
and there he goes again, saying i'm not romantic, blah blah blah.
and he keeps complaining he looks ugly on those pictures i posted on top.
HAHA!

oh yah!
had manhattan fish market @ PS for dinner on someone's treat,
it was great but i got so sick after eating such a BIG fish.
really felt like puking up even at the thought of fish.

now i'm thinking of how to spend my 21st bday.
got totally no idea and i'm such a lazy person.
give me some ideas ?

alrights. i'm VERY late now so shall not blog further.
got to rush for work @ 3pm and its 2pm now.
and i haven't bath yet.
biggy ears haven't called yet means she's probably still asleep.

i wanna go shopping.

-Signed Off @ 1:52 PM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

MY OFF DAY of the week is here again.

and tomorrow, i'm working straight till 24th.
then, i shall pronounce myself FREE!

but what should i do now ? i can't live without $$ to support me.

shall look for some P/T that i can work whenever i'm happy.
please look out for me everybody. =)

lots of people will be saying that i'm stupid;
'cause i should hold it through till dec and i shall get my bonus.
but well, anybody knows how much pressure and shit i get everyday?
i rather save my life than die next month during the ASEAN summit.
i'm already trying to stuggle through this week when all my casuals are back to school.
and it kinda feels happy and appreciated
hearing the old-timers saying they came back only for my sake
and hearing them say they dont want to see me go.
its kinda sad but i dont want to mistreat myself anymore.
there's definitely so much feelings after so many years
and i cant bear to leave.
but circumstances have left me no choice.
and i can't even leave without worrying so much.
with me leaving, alicia is leaving too.
and rui juan's gonna leave too.
rachel's not going back either.
i dont want to throw nadiah to die there
but she needs the $$ so she cant leave.

i'm so gonna miss so many people.
EXCEPT probably the bosses. -.-"

they're good at times.
but its always limited to SOMETIMES only.
they pissed me off most of the time
and give me ALOT of things to do,
demand SO much from me,
blames me EVERYTIME,
NEVER appreciate anything i did
and yet, PAY ME SO LITTLE!

the most angry part is:
michael asked suzie to work in the office (i dont care 'bout this)
and told her that i was FORCED TO RESIGN by them.
WHAT THE HELL LOR!
wasn't i the one who threw the 24hrs notice resignation letter at you all.
wasn't you all the ones who beg me to stay for 1 more month ?

i should have left.
i shouldnt have given in and stayed for 2 weeks.
nvm.
on account of the past, i shall forgive and forget.
i was staying for the $$ too.

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had a quarrel with sweetheart yesterday.
over some stupid things at work.
i lost my cool yesterday at nadiah & rui juan too.
really damn tired that i had to do everything.
but ultimately, everything was okay.
it was just a bad bad day.
worked till 330am in the morning.
while everyone else left by 130am.
see ? im ill-treated. cant go home unless i finish my things.

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biggy ears going to malaysia on the 24th.
pig.
leave me alone on my last day.
but nvm, let her enjoy.
then when she comes back, we can enjoy enjoy non stop.
and finally we can gather with the rest for birthdays!
next week shall be LAO LYE's 20th bday!

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still ain't got much time to upload photos.
shall do it when i have the time okay?

and my dearest seow ding dong,
dont worry. i didn't forget 'bout you but this week i cant make it.
the week after next week should be fine.
shall arrange a meet up time alrights.

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going to bed now. 6am work later. =(

and i'm
counting down 1 week more to the last day!

-Signed Off @ 12:59 AM

Monday, October 15, 2007

IN 9 MORE DAYS TIME,

I'M GOING TO BE FREE FROM THE EVIL CLAWS OF SHANGRI-LA.

YEAH!!!!!!!!!

i'm going to enjoy and enjoy myself big time.

i'm going to be so free yet so poor.

LOL!

but i'll be a happy lady.

yet i still got to struggle through this 9 days. sian!

with me getting out,
biggy ears gonna be free too!

HAHA! finally!

we can go out together without thinking of work.
and we can go out during weekends!!!

date us out okay!

24th Oct 2007 marks my end of shang after joining in 10 Apr 2006.
i tendered on 10 Oct 2007. Exactly 1 1/2 years.

-Signed Off @ 2:17 PM

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

taking some time off from cleaning up my room to blog.

been feeling sick & nauseous ever since i came back from taiwan.
and the feeling sucks big time.
work after 12am and i feel like vomitting.
Plus i got no appetite.

as for the progress of my room,
bought a bookcase yesterday and my sis bought her table.
and both are up & running thanks to sweetheart.
became my part time bangla plus handyman.
and must thank RY for being our driver to ikea to buy these things.

yesterday joshua made me take unpaid leave 'cause i'm late.
but, dont really have much feeling actually.
was it to be disciplinary action or what ?
no idea.
i just know that

I DONT WANT TO WORK IN SHANG ANYMORE!!!!

i'm just sick & tired of working there.
no matter how much you do,
or how hard you slog for this bloody place,
the bosses never & will NEVER see it.
they will just see all your bloody mistakes
& start pin pointing on this & that.
starts questioning your working capability.
starts questioning your trustworthiness.
& suspects you of doing some hanky panky business.

i just dont want to continue helping them till the end of the year.
i just want to leave & just take a short break
before starting off again.

if it was never for the people there,
though some are just f**kers who never learns,
most are still nice & the casuals are my friends.
but the bosses are making me hate this place more & more.
1 end they wants me to stay,
on the other hand, they make my work harder & harder.

LET ME LEAVE & LIVE AGAIN.

i'm so unhappy now.

but nobody seems to notice.
everybody just thinks that i should be happy with everything now.

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Biggy Ears is sick & she's starting to talk nonsense to me on msn already. Ha!
and its not that i want to keep telling you to give up
but, i just dont want to see you jumping into a grave again.
a love grave to be precise & not being able to climb out of it.
i just dont know what to say anymore.
just dont get hurt again.
dont waste your tears on guys who dont deserve it.

anyway, must thank dear chel chel for helping out today
or my room is NEVER going to be completed.
you're the best. =)

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its so interesting when i chanced upon some old friends' blog
& find my blog linked.
no idea how they found me.
but its good to keep in contact & know what has been going on in their life.
and its nice to hear from them on the tagboard.
=)
but its weird how some people found my blog.

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i have so many friends but who are true to me?
i really dont know anymore.
no idea why i started thinking so much lately.
are some friends contacting me 'cause they wants to get to someone else through me?
or because for who i really am.
no idea but i just feel friendless.

emo night. just feeling so down down down.

seems like everybody is feeling so.

-Signed Off @ 8:39 PM

Saturday, October 06, 2007

after many many days of hard work and the help of a few nice "banglas" cum part time maid,
my room is going to be ready soon.

wardrobe's up.

my table's up.

and most importantly, my bed's up too. thanks to that ikea guy.

but the room is still in progress.

lacking a new bookcase,
my sis's table,
a cabinet to stuff all the nonsense in.
and waiting for time to fix my wall shelf up.

plus the living room is packed with our stuffs.
no room to walk. cause our old wardrobe's there too.

but for now, im contented cause my room finally look like a room.

=)

thanks to them. my dear banglas.

my sweetheart.

ray yee.

biggy ears.

lao lye.

and coca cola.

-Signed Off @ 1:38 PM