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as i count down again,
its my 2nd last day at work in shang.
finally, though i start feeling a bit of sadness here and there when i see the staffs there,
i am still as determined to leave.
i recieved 2 farewells gifts from 2 of my staffs.
*really touched*
it wasnt the price of the gift but the gesture that did it.
it was really sweet of them.
and the touching words asking us not to leave was really heart wrenching.
but still, leaving was and still is a good choice.
its time to move on.
but i'll really really miss the staffs there.
today erwin was asking where did all the staffs went.
i was telling him they've exams and whoever could come has come in a straight forward manner.
but well, as always he replied sarcastically saying if next tue he got a 400 pax dinner,
he's going to die of staff shortage la.
and i just replied YES.
its only left with 1 more day for you to blame us for staff shortage,
then you'll start feeling how hard it is to persuade staffs to work.
you can use your manager status but how long can you keep it up.
gotta start thinking for the staffs.
and suzie threatened him to leave if he puts her in admin,
and he cancelled her and put her back into service.
so he's letting nadiah die this week.
when we asked him, he said its not his fault. what can he do.
in a way, he was hinting it was our fault.
but who cares, it wasnt our fault and you cant rely on us always.
you all gotta start being independent and start realising how much work you throw to us.
with that meager pay.
oh please.
i dont wanna complain but why are you people always finding others to blame,
instead of looking at yourself.
i give up with these people.
but i got faith in our part timers still.
except those incorrigible idiots who are really idiots.
finish tomorrow's work and bye bye shangri-la.
nights everybody.
6am tmr again. cant be late again.