Wednesday, October 17, 2007
MY OFF DAY of the week is here again.
and tomorrow, i'm working straight till 24th.
then, i shall pronounce myself FREE!
but what should i do now ? i can't live without $$ to support me.
shall look for some P/T that i can work whenever i'm happy.
please look out for me everybody. =)
lots of people will be saying that i'm stupid;
'cause i should hold it through till dec and i shall get my bonus.
but well, anybody knows how much pressure and shit i get everyday?
i rather save my life than die next month during the ASEAN summit.
i'm already trying to stuggle through this week when all my casuals are back to school.
and it kinda feels happy and appreciated
hearing the old-timers saying they came back only for my sake
and hearing them say they dont want to see me go.
its kinda sad but i dont want to mistreat myself anymore.
there's definitely so much feelings after so many years
and i cant bear to leave.
but circumstances have left me no choice.
and i can't even leave without worrying so much.
with me leaving, alicia is leaving too.
and rui juan's gonna leave too.
rachel's not going back either.
i dont want to throw nadiah to die there
but she needs the $$ so she cant leave.
i'm so gonna miss so many people.
EXCEPT probably the bosses. -.-"
they're good at times.
but its always limited to SOMETIMES only.
they pissed me off most of the time
and give me ALOT of things to do,
demand SO much from me,
blames me EVERYTIME,
NEVER appreciate anything i did
and yet, PAY ME SO LITTLE!
the most angry part is:
michael asked suzie to work in the office (i dont care 'bout this)
and told her that i was FORCED TO RESIGN by them.
WHAT THE HELL LOR!
wasn't i the one who threw the 24hrs notice resignation letter at you all.
wasn't you all the ones who beg me to stay for 1 more month ?
i should have left.
i shouldnt have given in and stayed for 2 weeks.
nvm.
on account of the past, i shall forgive and forget.
i was staying for the $$ too.
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had a quarrel with sweetheart yesterday.
over some stupid things at work.
i lost my cool yesterday at nadiah & rui juan too.
really damn tired that i had to do everything.
but ultimately, everything was okay.
it was just a bad bad day.
worked till 330am in the morning.
while everyone else left by 130am.
see ? im ill-treated. cant go home unless i finish my things.
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biggy ears going to malaysia on the 24th.
pig.
leave me alone on my last day.
but nvm, let her enjoy.
then when she comes back, we can enjoy enjoy non stop.
and finally we can gather with the rest for birthdays!
next week shall be LAO LYE's 20th bday!
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still ain't got much time to upload photos.
shall do it when i have the time okay?
and my dearest seow ding dong,
dont worry. i didn't forget 'bout you but this week i cant make it.
the week after next week should be fine.
shall arrange a meet up time alrights.
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going to bed now. 6am work later. =(
and i'm
counting down 1 week more to the last day!
