Tuesday, October 09, 2007
taking some time off from cleaning up my room to blog.
been feeling sick & nauseous ever since i came back from taiwan.
and the feeling sucks big time.
work after 12am and i feel like vomitting.
Plus i got no appetite.
as for the progress of my room,
bought a bookcase yesterday and my sis bought her table.
and both are up & running thanks to sweetheart.
became my part time bangla plus handyman.
and must thank RY for being our driver to ikea to buy these things.
yesterday joshua made me take unpaid leave 'cause i'm late.
but, dont really have much feeling actually.
was it to be disciplinary action or what ?
no idea.
i just know that
I DONT WANT TO WORK IN SHANG ANYMORE!!!!
i'm just sick & tired of working there.
no matter how much you do,
or how hard you slog for this bloody place,
the bosses never & will NEVER see it.
they will just see all your bloody mistakes
& start pin pointing on this & that.
starts questioning your working capability.
starts questioning your trustworthiness.
& suspects you of doing some hanky panky business.
i just dont want to continue helping them till the end of the year.
i just want to leave & just take a short break
before starting off again.
if it was never for the people there,
though some are just f**kers who never learns,
most are still nice & the casuals are my friends.
but the bosses are making me hate this place more & more.
1 end they wants me to stay,
on the other hand, they make my work harder & harder.
LET ME LEAVE & LIVE AGAIN.
i'm so unhappy now.
but nobody seems to notice.
everybody just thinks that i should be happy with everything now.
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Biggy Ears is sick & she's starting to talk nonsense to me on msn already. Ha!
and its not that i want to keep telling you to give up
but, i just dont want to see you jumping into a grave again.
a love grave to be precise & not being able to climb out of it.
i just dont know what to say anymore.
just dont get hurt again.
dont waste your tears on guys who dont deserve it.
anyway, must thank dear chel chel for helping out today
or my room is NEVER going to be completed.
you're the best. =)
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its so interesting when i chanced upon some old friends' blog
& find my blog linked.
no idea how they found me.
but its good to keep in contact & know what has been going on in their life.
and its nice to hear from them on the tagboard.
=)
but its weird how some people found my blog.
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i have so many friends but who are true to me?
i really dont know anymore.
no idea why i started thinking so much lately.
are some friends contacting me 'cause they wants to get to someone else through me?
or because for who i really am.
no idea but i just feel friendless.
emo night. just feeling so down down down.
seems like everybody is feeling so.
