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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

my nails are in a mess

my work's in a mess

my sleeping hours are in a mess

my body's in a mess.

conclusion: i'm in a TOTAL mess..

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i finally resolved all the bangkok issues,
and got cheap deals by endlessly searching online.
Thai Airway Tix for "Ba Gei" Gary= $279 including taxes ok!
Booked Baiyoke Suite Hotel for $369 for a triple occupancy deluxe suite room. 3 nights!
considered cheap i guess, have a living room & a bedroom but it's said to be old from forums.
but well, cheap what, what to do!
SO looking foward to it, 'cause i can get away from work and rest for days.......
1st march! i'm COMING~~~~~
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past weekend was quite happening.
start rolling with friday night,
finished work at like 11 plus,
went to kervin's hse for MJ session with him, jia hui & zw.
must be the itchness for MJ made me lose my mind,
'cause i was working on saturday morning still.
SO, we played till 4 plus in the morning,
went home to bath & straight to work.
i was half-sleeping throughout 'cause i was damn freaking tired!

thought i might be able to slip home & sleep for a while before meeting sweetheart for movie,
but, it's manjit's baby girl's 1st month,
so we headed down to his house at pasir ris after i went to DFS to shop with my colleagues,
bought a Coach bag for 484 bucks. haha! think i'm going crazy!
but i love it soooooooooo much.
back to the baby girl's 1st month,
it was like a children gathering with the children of XY, Ali & Azlin running around.
LOL!
but i fell asleep on the comfy sofa while watching You Fu on the tv.
too lack of sleep man.
then we headed to AMK Hub to watch jumper with XY & Alvin,
which is a rather nice show, fantastic!
but before that, we had New York New York for dinner,
and man, the serving was HUMONGOUS~~~~~
really!!! i'm not lying! i have photos to prove,
but it's in my phone, no time to upload yet.
we totally couldn't finish our food, but the mushroom soup there is very NICE!
i think i shall be going there for meals often.

as for sunday, woke up around 10am, preparing to go sentosa,
and the weather was great to the point of being too hot.
there was me, my dumb sis, ah bian, sweetheart douglas, hilman, gary & wee huat.
we were practically playing nonsense,
piggy backing each other in the water, playing captain ball, volley ball.
and we went to play the sky ride & luge 3 times...
it was a fun filled sunday. but yet another tiring day.
we ended the day with dinner @ White Dog Cafe at Vivo,
which is another VERY nice cafe, great ambience, great food!
Esp the steak! YUMMY! DELICIOUS~
took lots of photos for the day throughout on my camera,
shall load it up once i'm more free.

work has been hectic as usual,
just more hectic 'cause it's the last week of the month,
since 2 weeks ago, i've been going home practically only after 10pm everyday,
which is a total torture,
but no choice,
just a few more days and i can finally rest.
damn it! this sat's my off day and i'm flying to bangkok,
BUT, i still gotta go back work in the morning 'cause it's MONTH END CLOSING.
Every 1st of the month, i HATE IT. =(

time check, its already 12.15am.
and i just finished my super late dinner,
i better get to bed soon,
or my panda eyes wont open.
nights everybody.

p.s. Banana, see ? the blogging craze is still around, but time constraint lah...
haha. don't even have time to sleep & eat lor.

-Signed Off @ 11:55 PM

Thursday, February 21, 2008

yes.

i finally broke down yesterday.

the stress level was up to my neck till i could hardly breathe.

everybody's was pressing me for their things,
without even a fucking care of how much work i've to do.
i've been trying SO hard to finish whatever work that started piling up since CNY break,
but the work never stop coming in,
the phone can't stop ringing,
the people from the hotel just couldn't stop bugging me.

work's such a F**K!!!

i really feel like screaming out loud, and i really mean LOUD.
but i couldn't, and ended up tears started to flow.
just 3 months into the job and i'm already starting to have doubts whether i could handle even more pressure.
after much comforting from my colleagues and they offered to share parts of my burden,
which i dont feel like asking for help 'cause they have tons of work to do first,
but they insisted.
glad to have such nice colleagues.

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today 21 Feb's quite a happening day.
my mgr went for lasik surgery,
syl went for some nose surgery,
and today's biggy ear's TP.
hope for the 1st 2 people to have a good rest,
and sadly, biggy ears still can't drive me around,
'cause she failed. well, just unlucky.
tio a fierce tester and the lousiest test route.
nvm, the next one's 22nd May. 3 more months to go, Buck Up!! Jia You!!

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I finally have some home-cooked food today since ages.
Have been eating hokkien mee or carrot cake for this whole week except tues,
everyday go ta bao @ sunshine place till i'm getting sick & tired of outside food.

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bangkok trip's been pushed earlier to 1st-4th Mar.
No choice, my free tix (cheated my feelings, FREE my ass, still have to pay extra for airport tax one) couldn't be used for the return flight on the 9th,
apparently it was school holiday. Duhz~
So no choice.
have been searching online everywhere for service apartment there that's cheap,
but to no avail.
So i guess i've to choose shang in the end for ranging from 45-75 USD,
didn't know there's a policy change to the staff discount,
no longer 45 USD for below 95%.
i hope i'll be able to confirm everything by monday.
HAHA! Why am i always planning for a trip 1 week before?
LOL! Amazing how i can put everything together in 1 week.

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alrights. i gotta sleep. super lack of sleep. O_O
already having panda eyes.

photos! On V Day. As promised ar, Kervin!

starting off with displays by Jacky WUuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

then followed by the lovey dovey couple who wore couple shirts that day.

Nonsense!

and finally the girls, had a hard time editing the darker photo.
but well, please make do. =)

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anybody interested in bags from taiwan ?
shin leng's website is up.
do visit http://www.bagbar.blogspot.com/ =D

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Love rachel's blog song.
"That's when i love you"

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to sayT
hats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when you're mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn,
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn,
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn,
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what...................

-Signed Off @ 11:21 PM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

First of all,

My Dear B.A.N.A.N.A, i'm not over the blogging craze just YET.

just that i was packed last weekend and busy working this week.

Let's see, my weekdays are usually packed with work every SINGLE day,
and my weekend's getting more interesting compared to last time thanks to the gang,
who never fails to look more new activities Except for last week.

Last saturday woke up really late, 'cause i work till bloody 12am on friday. -.-"

And, we went to Chel's hse as planned at night to "bai nian" and as usual, i forgot its still CNY,
so i forgot to bring oranges yet AGAIN. but come to think of it, think everybody also forgot.
i guess my only thoughts was another gambling session and the last one before CNY officially ends.
From losing > winning 70 bucks > no win no lose in the end.
well, probably won a few bucks.
at least never lose. Ha!
ended up sleeping at 5am in the morning again.

So sunday as usual slept till 4 plus in the afternoon,
slacked around psping while my dumb sis watch some jap anime version of "Journey to the West",
OK lah, quite entertaining lah. abit stupid lah. but still watch-able, happy JOANNE NEO?
then both of us headed to jolynn sis's house to remove our fake nails,
and i had manicure done on my real nails.
think i shall be going there often for more manicure sessions... =D

Monday was Hell with a capital H for me,
work just keep piling up up up.
and i work till 12am.
that explains the lack of blogging.
SO busy with work. =(

and today, went to the Sakura Restaurant for our IA, AR & Credit CNY reunion dinner,
it's a yearly thing from what i heard,
and it's chermaen & colin's treat!! =D
And i must say the food's not bad,
there's soups, sushi, salad, teppanyaki (not hot one), some hot food & very nice desserts.
Esp the durian puff, it's FANTASTICCCCCCCCCCCC!!!
but too bad, by the time i ate it, my stomach was only left with 2 durian puffs space.
Sad! couldn't eat more 'cause my stomach seems like going to burst anytime soon.
Well, i had 3 bowls of soup right at the start, thats why. LOL!
The price's quite reasonable, 'bout 28 nett per pax.
Next time shall go there again.

-Signed Off @ 11:13 PM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

just reach home after spending this year's valentine with the gang.

gab came and fetch me after meeting dumb dumb sis & jo lye.
and i fell asleep after a while of playing psp,
'cause it was damn JAMMED on PIE.
and waking up 3 times, i realised gabby got LOST 3 times,
well, didn't count those times i was still sleeping.
So, we finally reach our destination @ Gallop Stable located at pasir ris after 1 hour.
HAHA! 1 hour leh, gab!!! what happened to your super speeding skills! LOL!

and yeah, it was intended as a SURPRISE as per him,
so i didn't bring my camera along
& best of all, i was wearing skirt,
and we went pony-riding. -.-"
had to take the jacket to cover the skirt area just IN CASE.
finally after pony-riding, we ate our dinner at 10plus.
well, the food wasn't that fantastic but it was quite okay!
we waited for the food for quite long, so in the meantime,
shi fu, jia hui, rachel & me started meddling around with my phone camera functions
and started taking funny photos!
shall upload when i'm free. HA!
had a good laugh at the guys' jokes & had our group photo taken.
but its either in zw or syl's camera,
'cause EE brought his camera WITHOUT memory card.
HAHA!
shall get the photos from them.
As i get older, i do realise valentine's not only for couples,
celebrating with friends is another nice way to spend this day.
and of cause petty boy i'm not saying i dont like to celebrate with you. =D

haven't been feeling well for the past few days.
the stomach area feels like awkward after that day of wine-ing with jia hui they all.
just ate my pain-killer prescribed by that lousy doctor FOO aka FOOL
always hate seeing him but no choice,
he's the hotel's doctor.
get too highly paid to say he've no idea whats wrong with me. duhz!

right now, i guess petty boy's still working and probably till 2am.
so i shall go to bed after some psp-ing.
got addicted to the quest puzzle,
whereby you've to match 3 gems together to defeat the mobs and go on quests.

good night everybody.

-Signed Off @ 11:48 PM

after b.a.n.a.n.a 's reminder,

i realised it's past 12am & so.......

Happy Valentine's Day,
my irritating petty boy. =D
our 2nd V Day together.
though we're not gonna celebrate,
'cause we're both working.
but its ok, shall not let our hard-earned $$ be cheated on this day.
HA!
i know it's not really romantic,
but i mean it,
everything's gonna be so EXPENSIVE tmr,
plus super jam-packed with couples walking around EVERYWHERE,
girls with smiles carrying bouquet of flowers,
and this is gonna be the day
we're not gonna laugh at guys carrying ridiculously big bears and bags for their gf.
well, i usually dont laugh at guys carrying bags for girls,
it's a should-do thing,
but hey, stuff toys?
forget it.

So my petty ghost,
it's not a waste not celebrating this day,
Everyday can be our Valentine's day.

and i still love you still,
despite you always being SO sensitive, SO petty, SO doubting
YET always SO concerned, SO tolerating, SO loving.

SO,
more V days to come for the both of us down the road.

let's look forward to our bangkok trip next month. =)

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before i end and go to bed,

Happy Valentine's Day to my girlfriends and anyone who chanced upon this entry.

whether you're single or attached.

with loves, mich.

-Signed Off @ 1:12 AM

spent the past hours not knowing what to do,

thus started editing photos... so bored.

luckily, there's my banana there for me to pour my woes to.
i can say anything & she can understand.
now i'm feeling better. =D

photos.....
just simple photoshopping, thats all.
if anyone wants it, just let me know. =)

i wish i could smile again freely like this.

but i'm still unhappy.

-Signed Off @ 12:57 AM

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

great.

time check 1.30am.

and i'm still not asleep.

please get lost! All those emo-ing.

i need my sleep,

esp when work is piling up non-stop,

after so many days of no work days.

i fear not being able to catch up anymore.

i dont wanna struggle anymore.

yet, i do not want to admit i've lost..............

-Signed Off @ 1:28 AM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Point Taken.

Nobody gets to have the best of both world.
when you start getting happier,
something else starts screwing up.

Freedom of choice?
don't think i'll ever get it.
or i never want to choose.
Why must i ?

Lies?
who likes to lie?
when it just leads to more & more lies.
i hate it,
but what can i do to satisfy everyone,
or myself.

I don't feel like me anymore.

I feel overpowered by everybody,
and anyone can come along & break me into pieces.

Tears.
Always get held back by pride.
Aways replaced by a smiling face,
without anyone noticing behind that smile,
someone is about to break down anytime.

Friends.
Forever a sensitive topic to start.
Spent the last 10 mins thinking of what to type here.
but nothing came out,
my mind was in a state of blank,
not knowing what to type.

Trust.
Don't think i'm getting it,
Maybe they don't think i deserve it.
I just want more trust,
Why is it SO hard?

Doubt.
Everyone's doubting me.
And i'm SO irritated.

Betrayal.
Thats what i fear the most......
Yet, its happening all over again.

Wrong.
Why do i feel that nothing i do is good enough ?
It just make things worse.

Love.
Yes, i'm contented like i should.

Just hate it when i'm not myself anymore,
not able to do whatever i like anymore,
without caring about other people.

Does the problem lies with me ?

I guess so...............................

-Signed Off @ 11:50 PM

Monday, February 11, 2008

im so addicted to this song ever since i hear this song on syl's car.

and ever since, i always requested to play this song in his car.

but i spent the past hours trying to download this song on the internet,

sadly, cant find it anywhere. =(

and i think my banana had this song on her blog last time.

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damn! everything just goes so wrong.

now my laptop's gone~

the keyboard's not working & i dont know whats wrong.

HOW?

i've to use my old lappie and lucky it's still reliable.

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Edited:
PS: Thanks to my dearest Banana for sending me the song. =D
and felicia for making the effort to help me find.
No thanks to that Syl for making me wait SO long,
yet never get anything.

-Signed Off @ 8:52 PM

Saturday, February 02, 2008

girls are always girls.

so happy whenever we get to SHOP SHOP SHOP.

dont know 'bout the rest but i SURE AM VERY HAPPY!

BUT,

i think my wallet's getting emptier each time,
and this time round,
i spent like around 400 bucks?
and i'm always happy when i shop with biggy ears.
'cause i always buy lots of things.
i guess i should say i finished buying all my CNY clothes,
but i got a strong feeling that it will all be OLD by CNY.
haha!
i'm never one who believes in new clothes for CNY,
it's just an excuse for me to buy MORE clothes.

yeah,
and i finally meet up with biggy ears after quite long,
haven't seen her for a while,
she's been busy EMO-ing again & of cause her work.
still, we finally spend some time today doing what we love most.

no idea what i'm blogging actually.
wanna upload the photos taken @ Kervin's Bday,
but just kinda lazy,
gotta on my other laptop, transfer the photos in, then transfer to this laptop,
seriously it's DAMN troublesome.
thats why photos are always delayed!
Sorry girls!! shall upload soon!

was supposed to play MJ with kervin they all,
but they got tired after eating & foot massage,
so MJ cancelled!
but nvm, i'm also DAMN tired.
not enough sleep nowadays. *yawn*

and why am i not sleeping at this hour when i can,
'cause we went shopping happily & forgot to have our dinner.
HA!
so now i'm soaking mushrooms for my maggie mee.
and by the time i'm done with this nonsense entry,
i think i can start cooking.
so nights everybody!

tmr's cycling & kayaking at pulau ubin with the gang!
damn! i think i'll turn "chao ta" !
what a healthy lifestyle nowadays yah.

-Signed Off @ 12:21 AM