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tired.
pissed off.
tired.
very pissed off...
feeling sooo sick....
feeling sooooo shitty..
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how i hate every 1st of the month!
it's probably my worst nightmare,
even worse than my "great grand auntie" visiting me every month,
'cause it's month end closing.
the pressure everybody puts on you,
like you don't finish early, everybody gotta stay back because of YOU kind of feeling.
stress level went to the top of my head today.
and i lost it.
yes, i lost my temper finally.
i believe temper's got better, and i mean ALOT better than bqt days,
when i had to handle nonsensical part-timers with whole load of shit excuses,
but at least there was room for venting out the fustrations,
and now ?
i got endless shit calls from high-end guests who thinks they are either some country's king or queen,
acting as though i'm their servant,
and damn, i can't scold them back.
nvm.
i HOLD it back.... for now........
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activities last week.
- sat's movie @ Cathay. The Orphanage. pretty touching at the end i would say.
- sun's kee gay's pre-bday celebration.
dinner @ Whampoa & KTV @ Crystalbelle.
1 word to describe. shag.
and i did something so terribly wrong. haha.
such a BIG mistake. sorry man!
okay.
the sick girl's gonna watch some korean show & get to bed real soon.