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i am still leaving for phuket in 13 hours time.
time to get away and sort things out.
i want to come back fresh & concentrate on working.
no more crying. no more tears.
i wont lie that i am alright now but i will be as time goes by.
probably i will look back in a few months or years time to look at these entries
and be thankful i've been through and got over it.
part and parcel of life.
see you all when i am back.