Monday, June 30, 2008
alrights.
i never knew my blog was such a popular space for open-discussion.
i don't advertise it on friendster & my msn's the only place friends can know 'bout my blog
but apparently whatever i say here gets out to the whole world evidently.
apparently my life after the breakup is quite a hot topic everywhere.
"SI Q-MO", think i dont know you're reading NOW!
i was finding the han yu pin yin for CURLY hair in hokkien so there you go.
like i told andy & wee kee, you will definitely see YOUR NAME here.
you know who you are unless you want me to spell out your name,
you're IN A NEED of language lesson!
want to know why? ask me the next time you see me.
maybe my "killing aura" will kill you the next time.
haha.
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damn!
it doesn't feels good when ugly facts starts showing up now & then,
when you feel yourself calming down.
how could you ever imagine when you try patching things up with your bf under his block 3 days after the breakup,
and only to find him telling you how lousy you were & *BANG*
a girl is upstairs in his room waiting for him for whatever the god-damned reason i wont ever want to know
and he never told you that part.
you found out yourself 3 weeks later.
i felt like i just got slapped twice across the face & my heart cringed when i think back about it,
apparently i've been thinking about this matter & it only confirmed yesterday.
i should say this is the 3rd slap i got.
do you want me to get angry so that you'll feel better and not so guilty anymore?
damn.
are you happy now ? happy that you kicked me into hell again & again.
but never mind that, i'll get out of it no matter what.
stop letting me know more uglier facts that you've done & ruin the image i had of you for 2 years.
it is just getting worse.
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it's wee huat's birthday today so....
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY CLASSMATE!!!
after a day of continuous work from 830am-1230am,
headed down to Bt Batok Home Team NS chalet
(ought to mention he book that place 'cause most of us stay in the west),
the duo (biggy ears & lye lye) is finally back from redang,
miss them ALOT,
and so the trio of us & weekee had like 2 hrs of open-discussion on lots of things,
theories, propaganda on R/S, you name it we have it,
not to forget him killing many ants so they could reincarnate faster
before we had like hours of gambling over there and only left at 7am this morning,
i lost like 20 bucks ?
gosh! i got to mention that whoever said that "you wont get lucky if you're happily in love"
is SO DAMN WRONG.
because it doesn't work this way.
im just unlucky in ALL WAYS, whether im happily in love or not,
i am still UNLUCKY.
back to monday.
gloomy day.
