Tuesday, June 24, 2008
no idea if it is a good or bad thing to hear friends praising me that i look eeriely normal again
even after the 2nd hard blow.
on the other hand, i see their anger rising every minute after they knew what happened,
but it only shows how much they cared.
i couldn't believe i could actually laugh it off nowadays when we're talking 'bout stuffs like this.
so i guess it's a good thing isn't it ?
emo days better go far far and never come back again.
thank you for making me numb & even stronger than before.
recently's not a very good season for L.O.V.E,
'cause breakups are happening everywhere i go,
quarrels & squabbles here and there,
friends getting worried over friends' problems
and
everybody just seems so E.M.O...
its not just the girls,
guys do have their emotional side which they rather keep to themselves and never speak up.
EGO.
time to swallow it.
someone's getting better with his capability to make me laugh the moment i picked up the phone & see his nonsense funny replies,
i bet i looked foolish.
it's just nice to forget the bad things once a while,
and enjoy the small lil' things that makes you feel alot better,
small lil' conversations that can just lighten up your day so easily,
laughing at how we get so troubled over other friends' problems & dicussing how to solve it,
talking 'bout nothing except nonsense and debating about winning & losing over nothing,
that's what i'm doing!
to that someone who's always "patient", "free" & entertaining,
you'll never read this but thank you! =)
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special dedication by biggy ears to "my history"
she says it is so applicable to me right now and i was laughing when i heard the lyrics,
i never took notice of the lyrics before this.
"Take a Bow"
Ohh, how about a round of applause,
Yeah, standin' ovation,
Ooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah.
You look so dumb right now,
Standin' outside my house,
Tryin' to apologize,
You’re so ugly when you cry,
Please, just cut it out.
Don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not,
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught,
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin', But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh ohh.
Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),
Talkin’ 'bout girl, I love you, you’re the one,
This just looks like the re-run,
Please, what else is on.
And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not (mmm),
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm),
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh.
And the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),
For makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me,
Let's hear your speech out,
How about a round of applause,
A standin' ovation.
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow.
But it's over now.
