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some wounds never heals completely.
it opens up naturally,
just like when i was on my way to my granny's birthday 2 sundays ago,
and when i was on my way to my latest cousin kaido's 1 month celebration today,
i can't help but think you were supposed to be here with me meeting my relatives.
then sometimes i think of how your family friends used to say
"hope i'll see you the next time",
and you goes "you all will definitely see her again the next time".
and yet, everything's gone in a flash.
destroyed.