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yours truly.
mich.
20 dec 1986
some normal girl.

wishing for.

psp slim red.
new laptop.
WII
creative zen 16GB.
more overseas trips.
sony cybershot T200 red.
nintendo DS lite red.

the buds.

alvin foong.
chel.
dione.
fel.
gabby.
hidayat.
jasmin.
jojo.
joanne.
jolynn.
jo lye.
kooch.
lar-leng.
lisa.
meiqing.
mich ong.
pauline.
rachel.
qixiang.
sooeng.
sweehai.
syl.
weirdy zhiyong.
wenli.
xinyi.

pour out your woes.


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xia xue.

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Thursday, August 14, 2008

徘了徊了走了 错了过了等了
累了全都困了 烦的乱的等的
都是真的

疯的想的念的 不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的 拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢

你做过的伤 放困了你爱的音
那天的我等着你等成了摆设

我的你的他的 好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的 酸的甜的苦的
都还记得

非常想要忘的 绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的 真的不行那么
只得放了

环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

我的快乐 会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得

我的快乐 会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐 会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得

我的快乐 会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐 会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得

我的快乐 会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择

疯的想的念的 不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的 拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢

非常想要忘的 绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的
真的不行那么
只得放了

放了......

忘了......

---the song running through the mind and triggering the part of the brain controlling the tear gland

i just needed 1 night to relive all the memories,
to tell myself for a good ending, its worth it,
not neccessarily a happy one but at least parted with a smile.
in the process, hurting myself when i see reality setting in,
through the smses, calls, the people and the surrounding of a place once so familiar.
i lost my place, i realised.
i had to force myself
to face the truth that the girl from the past has always been there and the girl from present is here now,
and tell myself not to be foolish anymore.

it wasn't easy,
letting go never was.
i'll try to stay firm and break contact,
so leave while i can still take it.

thank you.
for one last good memory.
i just needed to feel your love one last time.

i used all my last strength to smile and walk away without looking back one last time,
i don't think i can do it again.

-Signed Off @ 6:48 PM