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i felt so suffocated last night,
like i couldn't breathe anymore.
i think my body's breaking down anytime soon
by the way i'm stretching it to the limit.
will it be worth the wait?
what if she failed?
am i going to continue waiting?
what if you decided keep things this way?
am i going to continue trusting you?
look at it in a different light,
i've the freedom to wait or just leave,
there isn't any promise or commitment from both parties.
i used to envy people for their ability to love another person,
now i wish i can lose that same ability
and get rid of all emotions.