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yours truly.
mich.
20 dec 1986
some normal girl.

wishing for.

psp slim red.
 new laptop.
 WII
creative zen 16GB.
 more overseas trips.
sony cybershot T200 red.
nintendo DS lite red.

the buds.

alvin foong.
chel.
dione.
fel.
gabby.
hidayat.
jasmin.
jojo.
joanne.
jolynn.
jo lye.
kooch.
lar-leng.
lisa.
meiqing.
mich ong.
pauline.
rachel.
qixiang.
sooeng.
sweehai.
syl.
weirdy zhiyong.
wenli.
xinyi.

pour out your woes.


some other links.
my friendster.
multiply photos.
photobucket.
xia xue.

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Sunday, September 07, 2008

i am damn sure that i did not say i was going out with a friend,
you did not ask me and you said you read my blog,
which i clearly stated who i am going with,
so why should i have bothered lying to you bout who i am going with when you already knew?

or is it just that you are still finding faults with me so that you don't feel as bad about your decision now,
so that you don't have to feel as bad that you are not with me now.

i hate you for doing this to me,
i hate you 'cause i can no longer feel the concern,
i hate you for not being there when i needed someone when my legs were really aching & my stomach was in so much pain,
i hate you for making me wait and thinking it's ok as long as you're not hurting her that much when you're hurting me so much over here,
i hate to keep thinking about everything and forever not getting an answer, leaving me only to silence,

i hate you for everything.

and i'm in so much pain,
physically & emotionally.

-Signed Off @ 4:56 PM